Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

4 November

Elections Do Not Distract The Army Of Good From Good. If There Is A God, They Will Do Well. Look What Came Today

by Jon Katz

Empathy lives, and thrives. People at the Pantry assumed that the Army of Good would be distracted by the political news that was obsessing, horrifying, challenging, and frightening most, if not all, of America. Was anyone thinking of much else? One of the beautiful things about a farm is that you have to pay attention; the dark parts of America are just not as all-encompassing.

I wasn’t sure what would happen, but I’m sure now. Food for the pantry has been coming every day, including the food for Thanksgiving; here is the food that came just a few minutes ago when I got up from having lunch with Maria. One load was for Thanksgiving, and a new load was for the latest requests, including women’s health supplies. I hope you are all contagious. There is a Compassion Revolution; I see it all the time. You are it.

 

 

Thanks for sticking with the pantry. As you seem to know, their needs do not stop with the news. Neither does your empathy. Bless you.

 

A lot of women’s health products have started showing up. The women’s shelf will be complete for a while, thanks once more.

4 November

God Bless You, Jane, I Loved You, A Wonderful Artist With The Sweetest Heart. Godspeed

by Jon Katz
Some of you who read about my volunteer  work at the Mansion might remember Jane (Norma Jane)
For the past 10 years, I have volunteered at the Mansion in many different ways. Working at the Mansion was one of the most beautiful experiences of my life, and it opened me to the idea of living the rest of my life trying to do good for people with nowhere else to go (Jesus’s suggestion).
 When I met Jane more than two years ago, she was in the Memory Care Unit. One of the aides told me I had to come and see the art she was creating every morning of her life. I admit to falling in love with Jane, who loved me right back.
We hardly spoke in words, but I made it a point to go to the unit and see the art. The aides who alerted me are gone now, but it was beautiful to see how they saved all of her art and bragged about it to everyone they could find. We even put up an art show in the hallways.
When I think of Jane, I always think of her sparkling smile. She may have lost some memory, but the spirit was very much alive.
Although Jane – a nurse for four decades and a loving mother – and I never said a single sentence to each other, we talked all the time. She had the sweetest smile and a thoughtful way of listening. She painted every morning.
When I saw her, she hugged me and showed me her art. Her family, as loving as she was, was astonished at her artistry—she had never had the time to explore that. When she painted, and I was there, she often held one of my hands while she worked. I think she got a kick out of me.
When she saw me, I always got a smile and a hug. She loved Zinnia, who knew to lie down at her feet and get scratched and rubbed. They bonded.
The mansion was sold a year ago, and it became clear I no longer fit in. I have no regrets; I loved every minute of my time there. Life is all about change and letting do. I am very grateful to the good people in the Army Of Good who made this work possible.
The aides and administrators I worked closely with are gone, and I have yet to see or speak with any new owners. The Activity Directors who guided and alerted me to needy people are no longer there.
 It’s a different place. The Food Pantry asked me to help them, and sadly and with great regret, I moved much of my focus there with the Army of Good. We are doing a lot of good.
As is evident, I love this new work and the people who also volunteer there. It broke my heart to leave the Mansion and the people I had come to know and love,  but I’m a big boy, and I look ahead, not back. Pain is inevitable; suffering is a choice.
I couldn’t be happier doing what I’m doing. I still get a call from the Mansion occasionally and drop off sneakers, underwear, pants, shirts, books, or toothpaste.
My meditation class mainly broke, the Memory Care unit changed, and the Activities director who supported my class and my work left. America can be a rough place at times.
At the mansion, I learned to love many people. Working there, I got used to the idea that the people I came to know and loved would likely be moved or die. This was the hard part of volunteering there; one day, I’d read to a resident or buy her new shoes, and the next day, his or her room would be empty.
I knew Jane had disappeared—one day, she was gone—but I heard nothing until I got this lovely message from her daughter Janie, whom I sometimes saw at the Mansion.
I edited much of her message, but I wanted to share the rest with you because many of you loved following Jane and often wrote about her.
I learned not to cry when my Mansion friends left, disappeared, or died, but I had no trouble crying when I realized Jane was gone. I did not expect to hear anything about her, but her daughter is as gracious and loving as she is.
From Janie:
Mom had a bad fall on July 8th of this year, and we spent 9 days in the hospital.
A family decision was made to enter hospice care at my sister’s home, and it was a blessing.
She was at home and trusted us with her care.
She enjoyed feeding the birds and basking in the sunshine while still enjoying it.
She passed with us holding her on October 6th @ 1:36 pm.
Alzheimer’s Disease robbed our family of 17 years from start to finish, and while we are heartened to know she’s in heaven, it hurts us not to have her here to talk to.
Your compassion for Mom was pure love, and we thank you for accepting her and reigniting her love for art and peace through meditation.
I’m attaching mom’s obituary.
God bless you, and keep the faith.”
Bless you, too, Janie; Jane was full of love and kindness, and talent as well. She was very lucky to have a family like yours making sure her passing was comfortable and full of love. I love looking at the photos I took of her art. So she isn’t gone from me.
4 November

Me And Zip Keep Our Grounding: Deep Listening, Deep Feeling.

by Jon Katz

 

It was bitterly cold last night, and many of the people I know are freaking out over the election.  I found myself in the backyard with a Barn Cat in my lap.

In recent days and weeks, I’ve chosen to keep my mouth shut about the election. We are swimming in pundits who seem to know little; I’m not joining that club. I got anxious yesterday and worried about my country, as almost everyone does. I went outside to sit in the sun (glare in my eyes), and Zip joined me. He loves getting his chin scratched more than anything. He needs calming, just like I do.

All I have to say about the election is that I feel okay about it. We are going to a better and less grinding place. I feel it in my bones. I’m not saying it will be easy or perfect, but it will be better. I sense better things ahead. I believe there is a Compassion Revolution Underway; the Cambridge Food Pantry is my evidence.

Zip seems to feel it when I am edgy; he’s always there, waiting to get his chin scratched (photo by Maria, of course.) I hope this blog is a safe place for people to come and rest the rawness of the world beyond. I love it here for many reasons, and this is one of them: sitting outside, watching the sky, the animals, the pasture, the light, and zipping along always.

Cats are witches, I think; I never know where they are, but they always know where I am.

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Deep listening and loving speech are wonderful instruments to help us arrive at the understanding we all need as a basis for appropriate action. You listen deeply for only one purpose – to allow the other person to empty his or her heart. This is already an act of relieving suffering.”– Thich  Nhat Hanh

 

4 November

Need Some Help: Sarah’s Pantry Support Requests For Today, Monday: Favorites, Tide, Velveeta Shells, We Need More Cereal For The Back Pack Children

by Jon Katz

Thank you for allowing us to do some good. I’m drowning in requests for money, and it’s a pleasure to trust in you and Sarah at the Food Pantry. I see and know just where the money is going, and it makes me feel so good every time. I give something every time you ask. Thanks for the chance to support the food pantry and do good for people who need help…” Donna, Colorado.

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Sarah urgently needs to replenish the shelves for Tide and Velveeta Shells & Cheese, two of the most wanted items on the Pantry Wish Lists. These items are the hardest to keep on the shelves, and we hope to build some extra storage areas for them so they don’t run out every week.

We greatly appreciate your help. It’s a busy week with many distractions.

Sarah also asks for help getting more healthy cereal to the 67 children who get backpacks so they can have three meals over the weekends when the school lunch programs are unavailable.  I was surprised to learn that some children told their teachers they were afraid of weekends and might not eat much until Monday when school re-opened.

We pack the take-home weekend bags on Thursdays. We got enough Ramen, but Sarah says the pantry needs more cereal boxes to fill those bags (see below). Please help if you can. She has worked hard to make these items inexpensive:

Sarah’s request for today, Monday:

The popular Velveeta Shells & Cheese Original Chell Pasta & Cheese Sauce is available in three—Packs of 12-oz Boxes for $7.47.

The much-wanted Tide Ultra Liquid Laundry Detergent, Original Scent, 10 Fl. Oz is $7.47.

In addition, her request for cereal for the kid’s backpack program got cleaned out last week:

The Healthy Life Breakfast Cereal, Cinnamon, 13 oz Boxes (3Pack), $ 8.62.

Original Cinnamon Toast Crunch Breakfast Cereal, 12 Oz Cereal Box, $2.99.

 

We need cereal for the take-home packs for hungry children on the weekends. Cereal is especially important in their diet for vitamins and energy.

Reminder: You can access the Cambridge Pantry Amazon Food Wish List at any time, day or night, and make your own choices whenever you feel the urge to do good. You can also access the Wish List by clicking the green button at the bottom of every blog post.

 

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