Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

3 February

“Soul Of A Tulip,” What A Pleasure To Be Taking Pictures Of A New Flower In The Farmhouse

by Jon Katz

What a pleasure it is to be taking photos of fresh flowers. I bought these in Bennington, Vt., as a gift for Maria on her birthday. I can hardly stop taking pictures of them. Color and light inside the house in the gloomy and dark days. I hope they brighten your day as well as mine. Flowers have a lot of meaning to me now. I need them, and they help ground and inspire me. I call these photos “Soul Of A Tulip.”

Quiet day today, shopping, reading, writing. A new batch of Bedlam Books to sell will be posted tomorrow. Remember, don’t send a payment unless Maria responds to your e-mail and says the book is still available. See you later this morning.


The range and depth of color is striking to me.

Monochrome look at the tulip.

On the windowsill

2 February

Color And Light, As Promised, Friday, February 2, 2024. See You Saturday. I’ve Had Enough Of Me Today.

by Jon Katz

Some rain, cold temperatures. Mud season is early—just a few months before Spring. I had a good and full day – we talked about the Feminine Divine again today, but then I got enmeshed in the septic struggles. One way or another, we’ll come out the other end. See you in the morning, and I wish you a happy, dry, warm, and comfortable weekend. Our book sales program is off to a great start. More neat books are on sale on Sunday. (Please don’t send money without talking to Maria first; getting paid for already sold things is a mess. Her e-mail is [email protected]. Please use it; she is running this show. The tulip up top was a flower I got Maria for her birthday. Tomorrow, Ian McRae is coming to play chess. He said he’d like to try meditating with us. I’d like that.

 

2 February

The Little Monister Zip, Who Jumped Into My Car Today

by Jon Katz

Zip gets ticked off sometimes when I get into the car. He wants to come along. I’m not ready for that; it would be quite a distraction while driving; Zip is rarely still for long. He wants to see everybody who comes and explore every part of the farm life. He’s a great cat, and he has the ego to match. I shooed him out of the car and told him to get lost. He did, looking quite annoyed.

 

Our Raven is always inspiring against a beautiful backdrop, a nice symbol of the farm before Zip around. He doesn’t seem to mind.

2 February

Farm Journal: Big Men With Dogs In Trucks: Harold To The Rescue: A Plan For Our Near/Disastrous Septic System Trouble Emerges

by Jon Katz

Harold Snell, the founder and leader of Snell Septic and Construction, holds a special place in my heart.

He was the first Big Man In A Truck to love dogs I met when I moved here. When I first saw him in his big truck, he had five corgies sitting quietly in the front seat with him in special blankets and pillows. The dogs, he explained, went everywhere with him.

Two of them still do. Another one was in his son Brian’s truck today. The whole family is dog rescue crazy. One in the front seat was rescued from an Amish Family (not my neighbors) who had a sick dog they didn’t want to keep. The Snells would lever let that fly.

Because of them, I came to want a small dog, and there was Bud. I am not a big man in a truck, but I appreciate them. They are all terrific workers and honest people.

The Snells are legend here; they have been planting and fixing septics for over half a century. They are open and honest, friendly, and considerate, and they know everything there is to learn about septic tanks and the seeping fields that often surround them.

When you are in trouble, you call Harold. And a Snell comes. They tell me what it costs and stick to it.

Our water stopped draining a week ago, and we thought we would have to replace the entire septic system and spend tens of thousands of dollars that we don’t have. I was in near panic, we couldn’t use the toilet for days and here was no easy end in sight – Harold couldn’t even look at the ground or build a new system until the Spring thaws.

He called me early this morning to see if he could come over and figure out what was happening. Nobody could.

This was great news.  I’m especially fond of Harold, a soft-spoken gentleman who always comes running to help. He is among the most profound dog lovers I’ve met; he dotes on his corgies and brings them everywhere. They sit quietly in the car while he works.

He also loves mysteries. ( I gave him a good one this morning.)

Maria took a great interest in this; she loves engineering challenges and anything to do with carpentry, plumbing, or water. Go figure that out. She can talk to the best of them, they no longer bother talking to me.

She and Harold connected and spent hours talking about pipes, water, septic, soil, and tanks. They had it all worked out when I came home from my Mansion meditation class.

Harold found the problem – some draining tanks deep in the ground were clogged entirely after 50 or 60 years of use. He said our septic might be small, but it was in good shape and fine for two people. He and Maria had worked out a response that I can’t even begin to describe, other than to say it involved keeping our septics and replacing the pipes that lead out to the leach field. We don’t need a new system, any new licenses, expansions, fees, or engineers.

The water holes in the system were all blogged from decades of use.

We need to dig big holes in the ground and put new pipes into the pasture where the water from the septic goes (deep.) That will be expensive, but not nearly as expensive as new septic tanks. He did manage to get the water draining a bit from the receiving tanks.

Snell people have huge trucks. They need them. The yard was filled with giant trucks.

In between, Harold and I talked about dogs and mysteries. He is a good man, kind and gentle and hard-working. I didn’t understand much of what he was telling me, but I knew he would figure it out and guide us to a good place.

Seeing him or his sons, Scott and Brian, who also came today,  is always good. I love the dogs they bring, they are unique and loving. They never tire of riding around. Zip tried to get into the truck to check the dogs out; I chased him away. That cat has quite an ego; everything is his business.

 

So we have water, and Maria, who stayed outside in the cold to watch the Sells work – they dug up a lot of dirt around the septic tanks – explained it to me in expressive detail. I got to write the first check for $900. I’m grateful to Harold for showing me the best of the country – honest and hard-working people who care about the people they serve and do it with grace and warmth.

They have saved my hide again and again. And my wife is a remarkable person. She is much more than a Willa Cather women.

2 February

Chess With Ian: And Some New Poems At Dinner

by Jon Katz

Ian McRae has changed since I met him four or five years ago. He is a poet now, not a wannabe, and his poems have taken on a depth and beauty that surprises me. He has found himself and his voice, and the good thing is that we have become friends. On Saturday, we will play chess with one another here at the farm. On many Fridays, he comes for dinner and brings us new poems to listen to and talk about. It’s a gift to see his growth and comfort; he has a magical way with words. Below is one of the poems we heard last night.

He still shears our sheep, and I like that because I can remember our first conversation. I think it chanted and enriched both our lives.

 

 

in the yard,

the child queen

scratches out the border of her queendom

with the tip of a stick

and

taking a garden-pail throne

rules over the anthills and ladybugs

and worms

and

they do not notice

that she is there

at all.”

Tomorrow afternoon, Ian is coming over again to play chess. I’m happy to call him a friend.

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