Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

12 February

Morning Morning. Setting Off To Find A New Knitting Mill For Our Yarn

by Jon Katz

Monday morning, a new week. We’re setting off this morning to drive to Hillsdale, New York to check out a new knitting mill to process our wool for yarn. The new mill is about 90 minutes away, we should be back soon after lunch. I hope this works out, Maria loves working with our wool and turning it into yarn and roving. This new mill sounds perfect for us, fingers crossed. Busy weekend,  I’m getting a new tooth implant on Thursday, and I’ll have all of my teeth back and chewing.

 

It’s cold again, and cloudy. No sun today. A winter storm is possible for tomorrow. We’ll be ready for it. More later.

11 February

Color And Light: Tulips For Valentine’s Day, As Promised

by Jon Katz

I love putting up my archive photos of flowers, but it’s a treat to take some photos inside the farmhouse, these are with Tulips I brought Maria for Valentine’s Day. We don’t trade gifts on Valentine’s Day usually, but I think a wife and partner as wonderful as Maria deserves recognition. It’s the small things, yes? See you in the morning. We’re heating to mill our new wool miller. Later. The storm coming Tuesday. Be dry.

11 February

Bird Meditation, Something New. I Don’t Know What I Want, But I Like What I am Doing

by Jon Katz

Life seems remarkable to me sometimes,

I know little of flowers and less of birds, yet I somehow think this helps me to sense how I want to photograph them, almost everything they do is a surprise to me, fresh and exciting. Maria came into my office to tell me she had just put more feed in the bird feeder in case I wanted to come out and take a picture with my new lens. I did, and I was rewarded for my trouble.

I don’t know what these birds are, but I decided to sit outside with my new lens, I can be far enough away so that I don’t disturb the birds.

Two or three showed up right away, and I got the photos I wanted, quiet, contemplative images that were almost a meditation for me. I loved sitting out in the yard holding the camera up – next time the trip-pod. I love bird photos that show them in their natural world. They remind me of chickens, only they move much faster. I didn’t want to shoot through glass, I wanted to sit outside and wait. I want to get a feel for birds in their space, their speed, thair energy, their herky-jerky ness.

It was a sweet half an hour or so until it got darker and colder. I’ll be back in that seat often. This feels so peaceful and restful to me, it’s almost like a meditation. Perhaps it is a meditation.

I don’t know where I’m going with these pictures yet, but I like what I am seeing so far. As with the flowers, they touch something deeply inside of me, something that wants to come out and is coming out. I’m so lucky to be open to these things at this point in my life.

 

The birds are athletes, amazing in their ability to dive, move and twist. This one wrapped itself all around the feeder to get to the suet. I’ve been around birds all of my life, yet I’ve never really seen them. It’s true, photography helps me see the world anew. The lenses I trade for are helpful.

11 February

Great News From Our Magical The Farmer’s Market. Bread, Cakes, Friends, Tea, Winter Capts, Amazing Breads, Lobster And Crab Meat

by Jon Katz

I love our Farmer’s Market. It surprises me and enriches my life and Maria’s.

At this time of year, the market shrinks with fewer vendors,  and I used to go to supermarkets. Not much anymore.

Our farmer’s market has most of what we need, and it’s great stuff. The market is housed in the former town firehouse and operates every other week until it warms up and they can move to their beautiful summer site next door.

It’s also bringing things new to me: great food, clothes, friends. I’m getting the best lobster meat, the best soap, beautiful fresh vegetables, the best fitting winter cap, the best bread and cake I can remember.

It’s something of a magical place for me, the goods and items are wonderful, but the surprise to me is the people. They are great to get to know. And this is just the small winter version.

This is powered by a strong sense of community and a commitment to creativity and healthy and delicious vegetables.  These are dreamers, farmers, Imagineers, hard workers.

We are also making some wonderful friends. First, I stopped to see Casey who is planning a food cart or breakfast place in a newly available building. Then I bought a new blue winter cap. Then I got some crab-stuffed crab cakes, lobster meat, and fresh shrimp from Adirondack Seafood and the Hodges, some of the world’s nicest people, and finally, I went to see my friend Caindy Casavant, (photo above) a/k/a the Goad Lady to pick up the soap I made in her class last week. Her lovely blog can be found at www.cazacrez.com.

Maria and I have signed up for a soap class with Cindy together, we’ll always buy soap from Cindy but I was curious about how she makes it, it’s wonderful soap. I’m hoping to work closely with Cindy and see if I can’t use my blog to help her blog. We’re talking today to see what I can do for her, a busy, hardworking goat farmer who never rests. She’s going to make it big, I believe.

I hope I can help her, I love watcher her put her very hard work to good use.

My soap came out well, I’ll use it in the shower tomorrow. Cindy is the real deal. She’s a dreamer who makes dreams come true and a hard-working farmer right out of Willa Cather. Next month, she’ll be hand-feeding 100 baby goats twice a day for a month. You won’t see me in March she says. She’s putting together a beautiful website and I have some ideas for her so she can build an audience even bigger than the one she has.

 

Casey’s refurbished horse trailer is just about ready. She expects to have it out on the street in a couple of weeks, and in the meantime, a couple of buildings have opened up and might tempt her into a breakfast/coffee, cake/etc kind of breakfast restaurant. I’ll keep up with her on the blog, whatever she does. Casey is the real deal, she’s worked hard and talked to a thousand people, and she’s ready to go. A dream come true. You meet the nicest people at farmer’s markets.

I bought a new blue cap (above) that fits perfectly. I didn’t get the name of the woman who made it, I’ll catch up with that when she returns in the Spring. I never used to want my picture taken, I thought I was just too ugly. Now I still think I’m ugly, but it doesn’t matter. I have to come out in the open. It could be worse. I could have an orange squirrel nest on my head.

Edwin never quits, he brings his vegetables to the market every week, rain or shine, snow or mush. Maria says these are some of the best vegetables she’s ever had. He has a wonderful face, I love taking his portrait, and he’s a good sport about it. In the summer, he has the most beautiful table at the market, he has less to sell in the winter, but he is always at the market.

Kean is a Michelin stared baker from Washington D.C., I never imagined getting bread like this in our town. I go out to her house once a week to pick up multi-grained bread, for Valentine’s Day, I’ve ordered some Olive Oil Vegan chocolate cake for Maria. She’s new here and still getting used to our odd ways, she had a whopping Super Bowl lineup up for today and she was almost sold out by the time I got there (cinnamon-raisin sourdough, olive oil, olive oil, and sea salt focaccia). She’s an amazing baker, she will be much appreciated here.

When I moved here, I was sure my seafood days were over in this rural town in upstate New York. Enter Jim and his family from the Adirondack Seafood Company. It’s a family business, they care about what they do.

Today I took home a bag of lobster meat, four crab cakes stuffed with crab meat, and some fresh shrimp. Like Kean’s bread and Cindy’s soap, this is another thing I never expected to find here, but it is coming into my life every week. Small miracles but good ones, all.

11 February

Five Bedlam Farm Books For Sale Today: Two Love Stories, A Family Drama, Famous People And Their lives

by Jon Katz

Today (Sunday) Bedlam Farm Book Sales are offering five very good books at a very low price. We’re de-cluttering big time. In addition to making some money, Maria and I like the idea of giving something back to our readers and supporters. No one will get rich selling $10 books (plus shipping) but the response has been amazing. And new hardcover books cost a lot more than $10.

This is something people want and need, and it’s something that makes us feel proud and generous. Love adventure and biography are on the list today.

I’ve always loved buying new books – I’ll never give it up – and hate the idea of books lying around the house gathering dust. Maria and I are both obsessive readers.

The book sales are permanent, with no returns.

We’d ask that you not send a payment without checking in with Maria ([email protected]) before paying so she can make sure the book hasn’t been sold. If you want a book, let her know which one and how you wish to pay (PayPal, Venmo, or check. She has the details.)

Five books today: The Unthinkable Greta James, a novel by Jennifer Smith, a kind of father-daughter love story,  it features Greta, a singer who falls apart on stage and breaks down. Months later, she links up with her disapproving father for a cruise they both hope will bring her back to health. The book is gorgeous, warm, funny, and touching.

Second, The Breakaway by Jennifer Weiner is an engaging and heart-lifting book about a troubled and struggling daughter, a shaming mother, and a determined lover. Our hero ends up on a 700-mile bike trip with his mother and lover both unexpectedly along. The question is can they ever get along with one another again? A good read.

Third,  Our Share Of Night by Mariana Enriquez, one of Latin America’s hottest young writers. This is an amazing author in the Gabriel Garcia Marquez (my favorite author) tradition. The book is mystical beautiful, disturbing, and hypnotic – a genre in South America.

A young father and son set, united in grief over the death of the wife and mother they loved, travel to her ancestral home where they both must confront the terrifying legacy she has left – a clan, a centuries-old secret society called the Order that commits unspeakable acts in their search for eternal life.

It’s a nail-biter at times, but hard to put down and well worth the time. This is real literature, 584  pages long, a journey into an imagined world, a big theme in Latin America. Great stuff.

Fourth: Henry David Thoreau, A Life. A thorough, surprising, and beautiful biography of  Thoreau, a fierce individualist, the author of “Walden,’ and a great American thinker. It’s 600 pages long. I had no trouble getting to the end. I imagine you all know who Thoreau is.

Fifth: Young Mungo, by Booker Prize Winner Douglas Stuart. This is a gripping and wonderfully told story of queer love and working-class poverty. Stuart is one of England’s greatest up-and-coming authors.

I recommend the book highly, it is wrenching and brutally realistic. Also inspiring. I would describe it as a very vivid and unyielding portrait of urban poverty and the suspenseful story of this dangerous first love of two young men.

We are very happy with the Book Sale program and we have tons (literally) of books to sell, good books that we have read almost all just like new.

All of the books on sale above are $10 plus $5 shipping. Every sale has sold out within minutes. We are going to keep it going. Maria will decide when we put books on sale, it will be at least once a week, perhaps more. It depends on how much time we have on any given day.

Thanks and enjoy your books. Many more to come. The proceeds go to Maria, she’s doing the work, and she gets the money.

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