Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

4 March

Monday Morning, March 4, 2024. Photo Lesson Today, New Day, New Week, New Life

by Jon Katz

This morning, I went out to take some photos and got lucky. Lots of beauty on the way to the post office and the bank. I’m taking a two-hour Leica class one-on-one on Zoom this morning. I want to know more about my bird and nature lens and figure out some settings on my Leica SLR-S. I have a lot to learn. The Covered Bridge Bread Company has agreed to donate some bread to the food pantry; I’m meeting Sumer, a mother needing food, on Thursday.

Thanks for the donations already coming in; I’ll post more details about what is required later today. The Army Of Good is forever great. I got to get ready for my Zoom. More later. (In the photo above, I’m making friends with a woodpecker; he is getting to know me and barely moves when I show up.) He and his partner are a couple; they live in the Maple Tree behind the house.

I’m getting new glasses this week, no more blue lenses. I’m getting my hearing checked in April, but I am hesitant about the idea of a hearing aid. They are shockingly expensive, and it isn’t necessary. I will get tested to make sure. Tomorrow, I get my surgical book removed by Dr. Daly, and assuming the incision has healed, I’ll be able to shower again and wear my brace.

I love mist in the mountains; these are the Green Mountains of Vermont, our backyard.

Heart of a Red Tulip.

Cats are fascinating. Zip has a heated water bowl in the barn; he prefers the animals’ heated water bucket. Zip makes his own choices.

Window sill gallery, Tulip and Succulent.

I love the shape of the hens; they are a photographer’s friend.

 

Zinnia loves sticking her head out the rear window, her travel throne. Below are all of the magnets Maria has made.  I collect them on the car door.

 

3 March

Farm Journal: Zip’s Secret Life In A Windstorm: Three Places (At Least) To Search For Him. Listening To The Wind Together

by Jon Katz

Note: I never had so many people from different places plead with me to take photos of Zip. I don’t need persuasion; he was made for motion pictures. This is the story of our lovely time together, listening to the winds in a storm.

It was windy and wet Wednesday night; it sounded like a freight train was next door or next to the farmhouse.

Zip missed his afternoon meeting with me, and I could hardly blame him, but after it got dark (Maria was at belly dancing class). I went outside and ensured the donkeys and sheep were warm and dry in the Pole Barn, whether the hens were in their roost, and whether Zip was comfortable and in shelter.

The sheep and donkeys were all dry and cozy bunched together; the hens had all jumped up into the roost, and I sealed them in.

I had a few cat treats to give Zip. I do this every night; he usually finds me quickly, and I rarely have to look for him. The wind was fearsome, but it was pretty warm. He responds quickly when I call his name, even from the deep marsh. Not Wednesday night.

We only plugin Zip’s heated cat house when it gets freezing or below. It hasn’t been on for days, but he still likes to sleep there sometimes. Barring a cold weather streak, it won’t be turned on again for months, probably in October or November. I don’t think he likes the warmth of the cat house floor. It might get too warm for an outdoor cat.

He loves roaming in the cold and the snow. There is little of either now. And no matter when I touch his coat, the fur is warm. Like our other barn cats, he loves patrolling the barn and grounds at night. He’s good at it—no mice, rats, or pigeons.

Zip is savvy; he has explored every inch of the farm, the barn, and the Pole Barn. All the animals have taken him in; he can sleep, lie, and explore wherever he wants. He sleeps in the pole barn more often than we know. The donkeys will protect him if need be.

Zip has three cat suites (I call them suites) to sleep in and explore.  Thanks to Maria, all are equipped with blankets and places to escape the rain, wind, or cold.  He has two heated water bowls that are refreshed every day. The barn is always dry, no matter what’s going on outside. So are the upper floors of the woodshed, a heaven made for cats.

He and I get together, weather permitting, once in the morning and once in the late afternoon if we are not too busy. Zip is always very busy, roaming in the pasture, marsh, or woods behind the house. But we always make time for each other.

Bud is napping on the back porch at noon on Sunday.

In mid-day, Zip likes to lie on the back porch, especially when the sun is up; he curls up and sleeps in a wicker chair with blankets washed and dried several times a week.

Sometimes early in the morning, I see him coming out of the wood-sheet upper floors; there are boxes stuffed with old towels and blankets. Flo insisted on sleeping there her whole life up until she got sick and died. Minnie died soon after Flo.

Sometimes, when it was cold, and even when it wasn’t, Zip slept in the heatable cat house in the barn.

That’s where the mice and moles and rats and bats come out. Zip has buried a warm and secure hole between the hay bales, always warm, no matter the temperature outside. We can see from the hole widening of the little tunnel that he likes it there.

Zip has another life in the barn, which Maria and I will never see. That’s one of the things I love about the mystique of the barn cats; they have their own mystical and magical lives at night. No humans are welcome.

I picture them dancing in the loft. We find pieces of dead mice, rats, and rodents in a treasure chest he uses to deposit his kills. We take it out regularly and dump it in the marsh.

Once in a while, Zip sleeps or naps on the front porch, where Minnie and Flo napped. He loves peering in the window, staring at me, then sleeping. Amazon drivers are the only thing that scares or gets him to hide.

Most city people assume that Zip’s curiousity about us means he wants to come inside, but Zip has never lived inside a house and shows no interest.  Animal rights people love to write nasty messages about it, and I love to delete them. A case of divergent philophies that will never see eye to eye, which is a shame for animals.

I feel strongly that it’s not my place to tell other people what to do or criticize them for their choices. I dislike people who believe it is their right to do that. So many of them are plain obnoxious and offensive or just dumb.

I never tell others what to do; I have enough trouble figuring that out for myself. Social media erodes privacy, freedom of choice, honest writing, manners, and civility. I’m learning how to stick to all five.

I’m on the way.

I believe in fighting for barn cats to live the lives they are meant to live. Some people don’t get it. Some people do. That’s life.

We are unanimous: Zip, Maria, and I are not interested in him entering the farmhouse. Bud would love to stalk him in the house and drive us nuts. Zip would wreak havoc.

Zip often goes out to hunt at night and rests or naps in the morning.

Farm people know this is the best thing for them, barn cats especially. Our vet says that fed and vaccinated barn cats live longer than indoor cats. It’s a life full of exercise, love, stimulation, and natural food. Zip gets regular checkups as well as all of the recommended shots.

The good ones seem to know to stay away from roads. They have everything they want at their finger (claw) tips. Zip has never gone near the road. He is way too bright.

Zip has also got a tick collar on again. When it’s more than 36 degrees, the ticks come out. There are none on him. We check every day.

I found Zip after going into the barn and calling his name. He was, as always, Mr.Cool. He was out curled up next to one of the sheep; he rushed over to get his treat and then went back into the barn. The wind makes the donkeys nervous, but it never bothers Zip. Neither does the snow, which makes for great rolling and hunting.

The wind worsened, and I went for another animal check before Maria arrived Wednesday night. Zip was lying on top of the heated (not that night) cat house.

We had a time together that I will cherish, truly.

I sat in a rocking chair in the barn, and he hopped up on my stomach and chest. We had the most excellent time sitting together and rocking back and forth while I stroked him, and we listened to the sound of rain on the roof and the roaring wind.

Sitting with Zip while the wind raged a few feet away felt beautiful. I hope to do it again in every storm.

Zip has transformed life here at the farm; I am enjoying watching him live his life and fit in like a puzzle piece.

It feels like he was born hair, not adopted.

I’ll make a note to sit outside with him when the winds come. Once again, I need to find out who was checking on who.

3 March

Sunday Meditation: How Do I Define Hell? Trump’s Golden Sneakers Or The Loss Of Compassion? Maybe Both

by Jon Katz

I defined Hell this morning in two ways when meditating in the living room with Zinnia. One was an image of Donald Trump showing off his new and shockingly ugly $400 golden sneakers. Perhaps he will wear them to the golf course.

He is no Michael Jordan to me, but he sold 1,000 immediately. The economy may be better than we thought.

Last week, I thought Hell might be two cranky and confused older men as the only two presidential choices we have been given. Hell is just around the corner, if not already here. I’m starting to miss Richard Nixon.

I can’t get those ugly sneakers out of my head.

Towards the end of my meditation, I had another more serious and thoughtful idea. Hell is the absence of love and compassion Hell is Congress.

I needed more thought than that. I came up with a straightforward definition of hell. A place where there is no understanding, empathy, or compassion.

That defines a good many congressmen and women these days; we are all, written on religious pundit, acquainted with Hell’s head. Hell is Gaza to me.

The world’s strong men and women share one thing: they are bereft of compassion. Populism was once about helping poor people.

In our time, it’s about protecting white men and wealthy people from law, taxes, and regulation.

If there is compassion, wrote one theologian I like to read, then hell ceases to be something else. We go after it in small ways, one at a time.

The famed Buddhist Monk Thich Nhat Hanh wrote that we can generate this compassion ourselves. We don’t need political parties or funding from billionaires.
If you can bring a little compassion to the world,” Hanh writes, “a little bit of understanding, it ceases to be Hell.”  That’s how our Army Of Good started. It works.

My theory is much like Hanh’s. If we can all find ways to be generous, civil, and compassionate, then Hell will weaken and wobble. A growing spiritual practice – the start of our year of spirituality – consists of generating compassion, understanding, and goodness and bringing them to the gates of Hell.

The prophets all said that Hell is here, everywhere, all around us. “Hell is in us like a seed,” writes Hanh.

I understand this idea because I need to cultivate the positive within me so others and I will grow the energy of understanding and compassion.

Like fate and greed, we can chip away at the hatred and cynicism that might transform Hell, one step at a time. We don’t need armies or lawyers or billions of dollars.

I’m not sure what God is or if there is a Hell. When I look at the news, I see a Hell, and we are already in it. Time to get to work. More love.

More compassion. More forgiveness, more and more empathy. We can even persuade TikTok to get the idea.

 

 

 

 

3 March

Flower Art, Abstract Photo Painting: Color Festival This Morning, Free And Uplifting. You Will Smile.

by Jon Katz

Soul Of A Flower: Experiment in Abstract Photo Painting. I’m so glad to have live flowers to photograph, at least for a few days. Thanks to the Cambridge Flower Shop for re-opening. I would appreciate you being appreciated. Come in and look; entry is free.

I like to mix up the colors; it’s an abstract feeling, but flowers are like that.

It’s never just the photo with me; it’s the context of the whole picture.

I love this shade of red; it’s unique to flowers. I don’t see it anywhere else.

The daily landscape after the rain.

 

Soul of a flower, two.

Zinnia is at rest.

 

3 March

Fresh Warm Blankets for Zip, It Rained Last Night, God Forbid

by Jon Katz

 

Maria was upset this morning when she went outside to feed the animals and discovered that Zip’s blanket – he was out hunting – was damp. The farmers I know would not be bothered by this, but Maria said she couldn’t rest knowing Zip’s favorite blanket on the porch was wet, and she wasn’t about to leave it to the sun either.

The win was blowing all over the place, and a few drops came over the wicker basket, Zip’s daytime throne.

So she washed and dried some clean, warm, and dry blankets, and Zip is sleeping in them right now. They are thick, warm, and spotless. Afterward, Zip kept me company as I took some flower photos. When I checked his blanket, he hopped in and showed me his belly for scratching.

The officer who came to check on Zip after some animal rights ding-gong called the police (we don’t let him into the house) may be dropping by this afternoon with his girlfriend, another officer, to visit Zip. Zip already has a lot more friends than I do. He is a charmer.

The deputy and  I hit it off; we are friends. I won’t take the officer’s photo; he could get in trouble for being decent and rational. That is not what the animal rights movement is about these days.

I just checked, and he is warm and sound asleep in his new, dry, and warm blanket. Yesterday, he went up into the hay loft in the big barn.

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