Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

10 March

Farmer’s Market Diary. A New Bakery, A New Coffee Stand, Amazing Seafood. Creatives Who Are Chasing Their Dreams. They Don’t Just Whine About Their Future, They Are Making It

by Jon Katz

There was lots of good news from the farmer’s market today. The market will meet every other week until Spring, and Mara and I will make sure to get there every day it operates—some good news for today. I love watching these gifted and creative people—most, but not all, of them young—move forward and into the future.

There are people in the world who complain about things and people in the world who do things.

Our Farmer’s Market is full of the latter.

They support one another, encourage each other, and inspire the rest of us to stop complaining and start living. I’m married to one of them, but the people in the market are new to me, and they make my life better and more hopeful.

The future is here, and it isn’t in Washington. There’s some great energy coming out of the Farmer’s Market, and it’s great to see parents hauling their kids around with them.

The good news today:

Kean McLLvaine, the Washington D.C. refugee and owner of Covered Bridge Bread, is now making whole-grain focaccia, an excellent food for people with diabetes. I thank her for doing that; she makes the most beautiful bread and enriches our breakfasts. I did ask for it, but I never imagined she would do it.

Kean also makes whole-grain bread that is both healthy and delicious. I have two great breakfast choices.

The good news is that she is opening a bakery just down the road from our farmhouse that will be open year-round.

That is an excellent deal for us; the kind of bread she makes is tough to find here. I’ll be around beating the drums when she opens on Route 22, one or two miles from the farmhouse. Kean came here from  Washington, D.C. She’s putting together the foundation for a long-wanted bakery.

Kean, congratulations on your new bakery. I can’t wait.

 

Casey Face is just a few weeks away from opening her Coffee/Canteen breakfast and food cafe.

She is from this area and seems to know everyone. She is looking at two or three locations and considering several other ways to structure her new business, which she has worked on for months.

She might occupy a beautiful brick-and-border building right in the middle of town, or she might set up in a former factory downtown where she could serve classy breakfasts and have some wine evenings in the building, or she might work out of the now beautiful horse trailer she has just renovated and re-designed. I can’t give any further details, but they are exciting. I’m following her dream when I can.

I love seeing Casey at the market with her year-old daughter, who is usually asleep. This baby will probably end up in the food business, too. She never wants her children to grow up without being around her.

Casey has worked in food businesses for much of her life and was trained as an interior designer. Her head is spinning with plans, new ideas, and decisions.  She makes me dizzy with so many ideas, but I am impressed by her focus and determination.

Casey’s thoughtfulness is impressive. She has talked to every person in the area who has ever opened a cafe or coffee house. Of all the dreamers here, she seems to have the most focused bead on what she wants to do. Her real challenge is where to do it. She says she is very close to deciding. Our town could use a coffee and breakfast place. I’m following Casey’s story; I’ll share it with you.

Exceptionally gifted women are reimagining food in our community. They are just bursting through the old country barriers.

I’m fascinated to see how they do it.

They are focused on avoiding their elders’ mistakes and troubles. None of them have a lot of money, but they have something as valuable—enthusiasm, good friends and supportive families, and a great deal of imagination. They brighten the world around them. They don’t seem to waste any time complaining or failing.

 

Casey moves ahead slowly and carefully; I’ve appreciated following how she is building her dream. It would be a grave mistake to underestimate her.

 

 

 

Above, the Adirondack  Seafood Co.

Jim and his family from the Adirondack Seafood Company in Queensbury, north of our town, are this year’s biggest and happiest surprise at the Farmer’s Market. I never imagined getting excellent fresh seafood here in Cambridge every Sunday. I love seafood and would have it for every meal if I could. Now, at times, I can.

 

Today was a morning of seafood treasure; I wish I had enough money to try all the creative and different seafood offerings. Above, I got three fresh wild salmon cuts (in the bags), some stuffed scallops in a sale, shrimp salad, two Maryland crab cakes (with lots of real crab meat), and enough lobster meat for three meals.

Jim is one of the nicest people I have met anywhere. He knows his seafood.

I look forward to seeing him and his family on Sunday. They are just a pleasure to know. They work hard, are cheerful and creative, and constantly surprise me with their new and different ideas for eating seafood. Jim says he considers the intake every week (always different), and he and his family decide what to make. Today, I’m having the stuffed scallops for lunch. We are having company for dinner; they don’t get to eat the seafood.

I look forward to the market on Sunday. I’m finally learning the meaning of community, and I love watching these innovative and hard-working younger people use their skills and imagination creatively and successfully.  They are lighting up our town. Most importantly, they are all supporting each other. This is something new and important.

These are the people who ought to be in the news every now, not aging political ghouls with nothing to offer but hatred and whining. The Adirondack seafood people are refreshing and encouraging; they lift me. They aren’t just talking about life; they are living it, like the other dreamers and hard-working farmers in the Farmer’s Market.

I’m not forgetting Cindy Casavant, our friend, the Crazy Goad Lady. She is still feeling and milling new goat babies, which means she has cheese and fresh soap and will soon be back at the market.

10 March

Katie Kerr, Portraits Of People I Love

by Jon Katz

I’ve been waiting a while to include Katie Kerr in my portrait of people I love.

I met Kattie when she was director of the local food co-op and heroically got the co-op through the threatening and frightening pandemic. Katie was exhausted afterward and moved on. She did a great job, saving and significantly improving the co-op.

She works for a music agent in Hoosick Falls now, but we have stayed in touch. She is a dancer and she has just joined Maria’s belly dancing class in Bennington, Vt. We finally got her and her husband Keven over for dinner last night, and he is just as nice and interesting as she is.

Kattie is a creative dreamer and a devoted dancer. She hopes to drink beer in Scotland, one of her favorite places, one day. I would be sad to see her go. We have a strong connection; I’m still determining what it is.

Kattie is quiet and warm-hearted. It was a gift to have her and Kevin in our house; they are both stricken dog people who can’t have a dog in their apartment. Bud and Fate and Zinnie.

Katie loves sheep; her grandparents had sheep on their farm. Maria invited her to come and meet ours.

She’ll be back soon to meet us and is bringing some carrots for the donkeys. When I moved here, I wondered if there would be people like Kattie here. And here she is, her face tells it is tall. She is one of my favorite people of all time, and I am happy to have her as a friend.

She speaks in a quiet voice but has a huge heart. Thanks for visiting us, Katie; it was fun from beginning to end. I only take portraits of people I like or love.


10 March

Mud Season, Early Arrival

by Jon Katz

Mud season is early this year, with lots of rain and little snow. The world is turning upside down for all of its beauty. I went out this morning to take photos; then we went to the Farmers Market, where I scored from excellent fresh bread and a week’s worth of fresh and delicious seafood. I’ll talk about that later. Good morning. Sunday, March 10, 2024.

The pasture is all mud; the water has no place to go.

They used to call it “lamp lightning,” and Maria is our lamplighter. She gets the first going and keeps them going. Ellie’s portrait of Lenore is honored above the downstairs wood stove.

I’m not sure if it’s time for heavy boots outside, but it seems like Spring is winning the battle of the skies. That is both beautiful and alarming.

9 March

Flower Art. Color And Light As Promised And The Search For The Soul Of A Flower

by Jon Katz

I’m back exploring the souls of flowers, my specialty and interest. I see them as more than flowers but smell miracles of life and nature. My job is to get as close to their souls as possible and present them in the abstract ways they inspire. I’ve got company coming tonight, so I’m checking out. I’ll see you in the morning. I hope you enjoy the photos and enjoy them. I took them with a Leica SLR and two or three different lenses—more tomorrow.

It’s not just about the flowers for me, but the context and background in which they live and grow. It’s about feelings and emotions.

I got some gladiolas from the Cambridge Flower Shop yesterday, Sue Lamberti has my number.

 

I’m happy to be back trying for flower art.

 

9 March

Zip In The Marsh. His Perfect Afternoon. An Old Feeling Rises. I Remember Rose, Jack London, And “The Call Of The Wild.”

by Jon Katz

Maria and I spent the afternoon at home. In mid-day, I went out for my daily afternoon meeting with Zip. He wasn’t waiting for me as usual. I looked around and saw a small black dot way out in the marsh, on the edge of our swamp. This is one of Zip’s favorite exploration sites, perhaps because so many creatures and flowers grow in those weeds. He was transfixed by something, and I decided to leave him alone.

I came out once or twice for chores and getting into the car (we went out to buy things for our dinner guests tonight). He sat out there—even in the slight rain that came—for an hour or so, never moving.

He was in the same spot where I last saw him. He didn’t catch or go after anything; he was just fascinated by the sound of the nearby stream and the secret and hidden world of the marsh. It didn’t seem he was hunting.

Later, when I went out again, he was in his favorite daylight spot, the wicker chair on the porch. He was sprawling in his padded blanket—Maria’s animals are lucky—so I  came over.

Then I did a strange thing for myself. I regret it in some ways. I somewhat tenderly tucked the blanket around him, my friend arousing my paternal and nurturing streak. Zip fell right asleep, and I felt a little silly. The zip was not cold; this need was my projection. It brought me back.

Zip is savvy and demanding. He can certainly care for himself and has a half dozen warm and sheltered places to go.

Soon, he would be gone for the night. He looked at me. I can’t say what his feelings were, but he looked grateful for the blanket. Or maybe that was a projection.  The afternoon had tired him; he wanted to rest.

There was a wind, but it was not cold. He doesn’t seem to notice if it is;  he never does. Some people make that assumption about him and their animals.

I went back to check on him a few minutes ago, and he was gone. I won’t find out where he went, but he has several safe and warm places to go.

But he had a great afternoon; he loves staring at the march. Our relationship has opened up some buried things in me.

I am touched that he trusts me to pick him up, stroke his neck and back, and even wrap a blanket around him, as I used to do for my daughter when she was young. I loved caring for her that way, even though she didn’t need it or want it.

Zip has lived outdoors all his life and now as a barn cat. I want to be careful not to see him as a furbaby, as many people see animals these days or as needed and hapless as others do. I let him live his natural life with pride and watched over him as Maria did. Wrapping that blanket around him was a reflex, an old emotion stirred up. It’s not something I want to do regularly; it’s not a path I wish to take with an animal like Zip.

He did seem to like it.

It isn’t the relationship I want with him.

My animal hero is Jack London, an author. My favorite animal book is London’s The Call Of The Wild, the story of Buck, a loyal dog who avenged his human’s murder and spent the rest of his life in the wild hunting and living the life of a dog, something very few dogs or pet cats get to do. London inspires my writing about animals we sometimes call pets. I believe Call Of The Wild is the best book ever written about dogs.

My border collie Rose reminded me of Buck, inspired by a dog London met in the Yukon. Rose wanted nothing more than to be outside and work but was always watching me and ready to jump in when I needed help. I did, often.

She was a loyal dog like Buck, but never a pet or a dog people ooohaed and aaahed over. She would growl at people who talked baby talk and wanted to cuddle.

She never once slept on my bed or even in my bedroom. I never did know where she slept. She did not need to be petted or stroked. But she saved my life at least half a dozen times and kept coyotes away from the lambs at the risk of her own life. She always reminded me of Buck. When she was sick and dying, shivering, I would put some blankets out for her and find her wrapped in them in the morning.

I miss her still.

In a way, Zip reminds me of Buck. He’s very different but also similar.

He is loyal and connected to me, but he cherishes his independence and life as a free barn cat. What he needs from me much more than a blanket is the right to live his life as a proud and independent animal, not as a helpless and dependent creature. (Imagine if the animal rights people were around them.)

I’ll do the same for Zip, but I won’t wrap a blanket around him again; that’s not about love but about my own needs. Out there in the marsh, I know that Zip was answering the call of the wild and also managing to connect to the humans and animals he lives around. He is a very loyal cat.

I don’t think of him as a child; that seems extreme to me, but he did bring out the father and protector in me, even for a few minutes.  I’m loyal also.

That feeling never wholly dies. When Emma was young, in the winter, I always made it my task to ensure she had enough blankets, even in the summer.

That explains a little of what’s happening with Zip; sometimes, he’s just a kitten who trusts me. That feels nice, but it’s not the whole truth.

He had the perfect Zip afternoon, and it felt good. I was proud to give Rose that opportunity, and I’m pleased to offer it to Zip.

 

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