Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

30 April

“Sarah’s Ballet:” A Photo Journal Into a Grueling And Surprising Hour With Sarah, Director Of The Cambridge Food Pantry

by Jon Katz

This morning, I went to the Cambridge Pantry to walk around and take some pictures of this very photogenic place. It’s perfect for my monochrome camera, which can be haunting and moody.

I found Sarah Harrington there, hauling a dozen huge boxes out of her car and carrying them into the pantry’s receiving room. I was surprised at how many boxes  she held and how many were marked “heavy.” She greeted me and never skipped a beat, hauling and opening, weighting and carrying, filling up those empty shelves one thing at a time.

She had a lot to do and never stopped while I was there. Sarah does not make small talk or waste a minute; she is on an important mission and takes it seriously. She trusted me to do what I pleased; she understood what I needed and let me do it. That is rare.

She deeply feels the need of every needy person in the pantry.

She works and works and works and has no whine or lament. She constantly checks her food and wish lists to see what is needed.

I scraped my plan and followed her for an hour, helping and taking black-and-white pictures when I couldn’t. This was a beautiful story.

Come along on this touching and fascinating trip. It was one of the most touching hours I can recall, from 8 a.m. almost to nine.

The real story for me is the pantry’s behind-the-scenes people; it calls to me—Sarah and her brigade of good-hearted volunteers. They make it happen.

To my knowledge, this has never been seen before.  I never had. Everyone works quietly and expects nothing in return. I

It does need to be seen, but our media won’t do it. They don’t consider it news, so I am happy to do it in my own small way.

I call this “Sarah’s Ballet,” from box to box, box to scale,  room to room, shelf to shelf boxcutter to box. Somehow, it gets done.

8:05: Sarah hauls the boxes in, weighs them, and fills out a form describing each box—how many pounds it weighs and what’s inside. She then carries them through the door, around back, and stacks them in a pile until she can check them in. Some go to the refrigerator room, some to the freezer, most out onto the shelves for dispersal.

8:15: This is where the boxes go next. Sarah will open each one with a box cutter, unpack the wrappings inside, look for broken bottles, and mutter in delight when she can fill an empty spot on the shelves, where people who need food support come to choose what they want as long as they last. The stuff we are sending – all things not ordinarily available to the pantry or the people who come, disappears quickly. But Sarah is pointedly grateful for every box and bottle she can put on the shelf, saying each time, “It will make someone happy.”

I avoid the “customers,” as Sarah calls them because I want to respect their pride and privacy. I talk with some on the phone or via e-mail.

The volunteers, who have never been photographed, say the blog is okay.

8:20: Sarah knows every inch of that shelf, what will fly out, what might remain, and who might be happy to see it.

8:25: Sarah has been hauling and opening boxes for half an hour since I arrived. She shows no fatigue, never complains, and is happy to see every donated box. “This has made a difference,” she said. If they are lucky, people have something to look forward to.” When she’s done, the boxes are gone, a few waiting for the volunteers who show up almost every day.

8:35: Sarah is pleased to open one box of Romano cheese (very much in demand) and some coffee (also very missed.) His spirits rise thinking of how pleased some of her “customers” will be. It lifts her, every box, every bottle.

8:40: *Sarah suggested I look at the herbal tea shelf to see how empty it was and how long it had been that way.

It was on today’s list of urgently needed foods: Stash Tea Black Tea Variety Pack Sampler Assortment, Non-GMO Project Verified Premium Tea With No Artificial Ingredients. 18-20 Count (Pack Of Six). $16.49.

 

8:45. Sarah has a meeting to attend.  She looks at her phone and sees she needs to get going. She’ll be back in the afternoon to finish filling the shelves with the food sent by the Army Of Good through Amazon. Although naturally shy and rarely speaks about herself, she looks excited about the much-wanted foods.

I left when she did. She is also dynamite with a box cutter, slicing open the Amazon boxes, hauling the ones marked “heavy” around like they were holding toys, clucking when she came across a broken bottle – “Oh, no, she sighs, somebody would love that salad dressing. That would make someone happy. I’ll clean it off later.”

Sarah and I work seamlessly together. We primarily communicate by text. She tells me each day what her most urgent need is, and I try to help her get it with the help of an incredible Army behind me. The requests are always moderate in number and inexpensive in price.

We agree it’s best to ask for one thing daily, with weekends usually off. This feels comfortable to me and, apparently, to many others. As I’ve said a thousand times, people want to do good rather than fight about what good is. We are proving this almost every day.

Our country is having a rough time, and its people are full of love and compassion.

I believe this makes it easier than it might be for people to support it regularly. I enjoyed my hour with Sarah; I felt comfortable. I know little or nothing about her; she never talks about herself, only the needs she tries to fill. I’ll be back at the pantry on Thursday, helping the volunteers stuff those backpacks.  They already seem like brothers and sisters to me.

30 April

Grazing, Rain, Wind Lightning, Sun, Warmth, Green Grass In The Afternoon. How Zip Adapts

by Jon Katz

The animals look idyllic out in the pasture this afternoon. This is their natural place, where they belong.

I’m beginning to understand how Zip adapts. It seems like every day, he finds a new throne to sit on and look out at his kingdom. In the cold, he is always out. In the heat, he finds shade. At night, he sleeps between warm hay bales. In the rain, he disappears, the same with thunder and lightning.

He has a regal bearing, exudes confidence, and is rarely rattled or uneasy. He is always ready for some attention and to hunt. He acts like he was born here and grew right out of the barn.  He is always ready to show affection and get some. He is intensely curious.

The barn is his base, his castle, but the farm is his kingdom. Looking under my raised garden bed, where Zip often sleeps, I found two dead moles. They were not eaten, just killed.

Today, Zip’s throne is the doors to the basement. Yesterday, while we were gardening, Zip went down to explore. He didn’t stay down there too long, perhaps just long enough to scare the wits out of a rat.

30 April

Storms All Night And Morning. Loud And Beautiful. Happy Animals

by Jon Katz

There were severe storms all night long, with lightning, thunder, heavy rain, and wind. It was thundering right up to lunch. The animals got to graze, and it was a pleasure to see them so happy.

I got up early to visit Sarah Harrington at the Cambridge Pantry; stories and photos to come.

The weather and storm were beautiful, and so was the sky as it slowly opened up. The grass and pastures are green, and the rain is good for us.

Lulu and Fanny walk almost in lockstep; they’ve been together nearly all their lives. (Photo By Maria Wulf)

I meditated inside with the dogs when it poured and while lightning flashed and rumbled. They are great meditators; only Bud kept listening, ready to defend the farmhouse from intruders.

I need some color today; I chose one of the flowers.

30 April

Help! Tide And Tea For The Cambridge Food Pantry. Sarah Does It All

by Jon Katz

I got up just after dawn to go to the Cambridge Food Pantry and take some pictures. Director Sarah Harrington met me there. She has no paid helpers or assistants; she does everything the volunteers do, which is everything.

It was fascinating to see how the pantry works, or more accurately, how Sarah works. I so appreciate what she does and how she does it.

Today, she seeks help for two items perpetual need and popularity.

She hauled, stacked, and opened many Amazon boxes, which she was pleased to receive. I was taken aback by the heavy lifting, recording, packing, and stacking she did alone for a solid hour before rushing off to a Zoom meeting about food pantries.

I also want to blow many kisses to the Army Of Good; angels scattered all over the country.

I decided to follow her around; I was impressed when we met and am in awe now.

I’ll put those photos up right after this post so I can think of a better way to spend the morning. Thinking of her hauling those boxes back and forth, I asked what would help. She said two 150-gallon plastic outdoor storage decks would help a great deal, and the volunteers wouldn’t have to carry so much.

They are on the way; they cost $400. Sarah is the hardest-working, the most caring, and least complaining person I’ve ever met.

It is a pleasure to help support her and the work she does. Whenever she unpacked something hard for her to get, she practically jumped with joy, saying, “This will make them so happy.”

Sarah’s first choice today. Stash Tea Black Tea Variety Pack Sampler Assortment – Caffeinated, Non-GMO Project Verified Premium Tea With No Artificial Ingredients, 18-20 Count (Pack of 6) $16.49

I think we can fill up that empty tea shelf.

Each purchase can get 120 packets of herbal tea to the Cambridge Pantry and the people who come there to get food for their families.

I tried to help her, but it was challenging; she knew where everything went and how to carry, open, and break down a sea of boxes. Thanks, Army of Good; you are consistently impressive.

When I asked Sarah what items were in high demand, she mentioned ‘Herbal Tea’ and ‘Tide.’ A box of Tide has arrived, but it will be gone in a blink of an eye. The herbal tea shelf, on the other hand, is empty. It is healthy and inexpensive, and Sarah would be happy to see it filled.

Tide is one of the most popular household items in the pantry and the most difficult to keep in stock. Thanks to those who sent some, it was gone in minutes.

Many food pantries have no choice but to give their customers what is available. When the pantry can, it offers people an option, which means the most popular items last only a short time.

The second item you asked for today is Tide, which I take for granted in my house but which many people want but can’t get, including the pantry.

She also  requests Tide Hygienic Clean Heavy Duty Laundry Detergent Liquid Soap, Original scent, 37 Fl Oz, 24 loads, $5.99. It won’t last long, but it will make many people happy.

The last tide went last week.

These and other items can be purchased for newcomers on the Cambridge Pantry Amazon Wish List. If purchased on the site and updated daily, they will automatically be delivered to a site near the pantry (it is open only some days) and then brought to the pantry shelves.

If you are purchasing food for the Pantry elswhere, the correct address for the food to be sent is  Sarah Harrington, Cambridge Food Pantry, c/o Sarah Harrington, 24 East Main Street, Cambridge, N.Y., 12816.

 

 

29 April

Flower Art, Signing Off On A Beautiful Day. (My Computer Needs A New Hard Drive.)

by Jon Katz

It was a gorgeous afternoon. I did a lot of writing and took some pictures I liked. I’m going to the pantry in the morning to take some photos there. I just learned that my computer, the centerpiece of my work life and my blog, needs a new hard drive.

I have six memorable flower photos here today. My experimentation is paying off. So is Spring.

I learned today that my iMac—the core of my work and storage for my blog and photos—needs a new hard drive. It certainly deserves one.

Maria and I will take a few days off in June to drive up to Mac Nurse in Stowe, Vermont, to have a new hard drive installed. I’m told the new hard drive will last longer than I will. Good, I thought Maria would use it one day. She insists I’ll still be around.

We’ll be away for two or three days early in June.  We see it as a mini-vacation; we both want and need a breather. The animals here are pleased to be out on the grass again, the first since last October.

There will be no blog then. It will be a great relief to get the new hard drive.  I can’t say I’m surprised. This IMac is a true workhorse. Today was my first day on my new diabetes medication, Ozempic. So far, so good. There have been no side effects.

I still need to find out the name of this one, but it wants to be in my pictures.

Anemone, I think.

 

A beautiful mix in the sun

The White Rose, thanks again, Sue Lamberti, for awakening me to them.

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