Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

16 May

Need Some Help: Cereal Crisis At The Food Pantry, And A Foot Crisis At Home.

by Jon Katz

The truest thing I ever wrote was at the end of my book Running To The Mountain: “Life is full of crisis and mystery.” It is so true. It was true again last night.

Around bedtime, two crises and mysteries popped up at the same time. The Cambridge Food Pantry ran out of boxes of cereal to give to the children and families who depend on the pantry for food. Sarah Harrington asked for my help. We are the best shot she has at getting some quickly.

It was no one’s fault—the luck of the draw and the sometimes unpredictable need for food. I told Sarah I would write about it today and hopefully get some cereal boxes moved to the pantry.

She posted three of them on the Pantry Wish List, so I knew she was anxious to get some.

The three cereals are Honey Bunches Of Oats Honey Roasted Breakfast Cereal, Honey Oats Cereal with Granola Clusters, 12 Oz Box (Pack of 2), $5.98; Total Breakfast Cereal, 100 per cent Daily Value of 11 Vitamins & Minerals, Whole Grain Cereal, 16 Oz, $4.98; Life Breakfast Cereal, Cinnamon, 13 oz. Boxes (3 pack), $8.62.

At the same time, my infamous foot – you may have read about it once or twice – showed some signs of trouble, and I’m rushing off to see my trusted Surgical Podiatrist, Dr. Daly, this morning.  I might end up in the hospital – diabetic stuff – hopefully, I’ll be coming home.

I got up early to post this cereal appeal on the blog. For $4 or $5, we could make a real difference. The great thing about the Internet is that you can send a message quickly and efficiently.

Sarah is the pantry’s executive director.

When I told her Maria and I couldn’t do our volunteer work this morning, she kindly sent me a message: “I’m so sorry. I hope you’re okay. Take care. Don’t give the pantry another thought.” But I’m afraid it’s too late; my mind doesn’t work that way. The pantry is in my head.

(Above, I call this the Army Of Good rack; the children’s food we send is stored for today’s backpack loading. I wish I could be there.)

I promised I would get a cereal message up, and here it is. I love keeping promises, even though it isn’t always possible.

I keep thinking of those kids without their cereal. If a bunch of us can send even one box of cereal, they’ll have enough when they show up for their weekly allotment of food. That’s a lot of good for a few dollars.

I’m sending two or three boxes and taking off for the doctor’s appointment.   See you later. Dr. Daly will probably yell at me for not calling her last night. I think we caught this one in time.

Sarah spends a lot of her life opening boxes and breaking them down.

15 May

Flower Art Show Today: A Tribute To The Wildflower, Free And Gorgeous

by Jon Katz

I’m having a belated love affair with the wildflowers Maria picks on her walks into the woods and brings home to me. She knows exactly what I am looking for and what touches my spirit. These wildflowers were picked this morning and photographed during the day outside.

These seem like special images to me, different. I’m not sure why or how, but I feel a different energy from them; they are not fancy or groomed. They pop up out of the ground all by themselves. I plan on getting to know them a lot better this summer.

Maria is out at belly dancing class tonight. I’m still working, and it’s a busy day. I am going to sign off; see you tomorrow. I just learned that the Cambridge Panty has something of a cereal crisis: they don’t have any.

I’ll write about it in the morning.

Enjoy the pictures. There is something special about them.

On-cut flowers and a bunch of wildflowers. They go together.

 

Soul of a flower.

 

A secret and inner world.

The wildflowers mix beautifully with the Lilac bushes.

15 May

Feeding Hope, Gratitude And Compassion, Not Suffering. Appreciating Even WalMart.

by Jon Katz

Like everyone I’ve ever known, I’ve experienced some suffering in my life. It comes with life, but so do hope, compassion, and, yes, even love.  I learned this vital lesson late in life.

I had starved love to the point where I had none and expected to die without ever having experienced it. For me, feeding love was believing in and being open to it. That was the hard part. Once I did, love appeared within days. I’ve always had good things, but I could not see them.

Nothing can survive without food, not even suffering, writes Thich Nhat Hanh. “For love to survive, we have to feed it. If we don’t feed it, or we feed it the wrong kind of nutrients, our love will die. In a short time, our love can turn into hate“.

I see the truth of that in the news.

I’m intrigued by the idea of feeding love, joy, beauty, and hope. All require attention and nourishment, just like a flower. I know what  Hanh means. I often thought of my suffering, anger, grievances, and disappointment.  I never thought of hope.

Today, I wake up in the practice of gratitude and appreciation. They are nutrients.  I don’t think of what I don’t have, but what I do have, and despite my blindness, could always have had.

So, every morning, I feed love and compassion, count my blessings, and list the things I can be grateful for. The list always astonishes me, but the good stuff gets fed to keep it vital and alive. Feeding this makes a big difference. It sticks after a while.

The photo above shows what I see driving home on Route 68 in Vermont after buying T-shirts for the Mansion residents’ Fourth of July celebration at a Walmart. They plan to color them all red, white, and blue. Wal-Mart always makes me uncomfortable; it is overwhelming, confusing, and destroys countless small businesses.

But I got different-sized T-shirts for 35 residents in all the different sizes for $110.

I was concerned about spending a lot on T-shirts when so many people were hungry. Walmart made it okay for me; the cost was low.

That’s why Walmart had so many people in it, and I was grateful for the price. The residents are very excited about the festival. They deserve it.

 

15 May

Chapter Two, “Sweet Dreams” Quilt, A Creative Tale. “It Was Just Not Right.” It Is Now. Come And Listen

by Jon Katz

Living with an artist can be a roller coaster at times, a soap opera at others, or a wonderful insight into how creativity really works, the part that most art lovers never get to see but which is an integral and fascinating part of my life.

This beautiful quilt has already lived several lifetimes, and the drama seems to be over, with a very happy ending. Along the way…well, that’s for another time. This is a wonderful peek into the creative mind and a little movie about why I love Maria so much.  She is honest about everything, especially her art.

Something is always happening around her;  the yellow studio is always swaying in the wind or jumping up and down, and it is always a treat to see it close up. Come along.

For Chapter One of the Quilt story, go here.

 

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