Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

31 May

New Feature: My Mystical World. Something I Feel, Not Something I Say

by Jon Katz

This is a new feature on my blog, “My Mystical World.” I am drawn to mysticism and sometimes feel surrounded by it here.

So, every afternoon towards the end of the day, I take a walk with my Leica monochrome camera and try to capture the mystery in me and my life. I need to go deeper than the news to stay grounded and hopeful.

Anger and hatred have no place in me now. Sometimes, I caption the photos, and sometimes, I don’t.  This is someting I feel, not say.

Above, Maria is crossing the bridge she built out into the woods. She calls it the “New Gully Bridge” over the stream between our farm and the woods behind us. I know no other camera I’ve ever had that could capture the mood around the Gully Bridge. Walking with Ed’s spirit.

Maria is picking wildflowers out in front of the house.

Zip follows us everywhere; he looks small; in the gardens, he looks big.

 

I am saying hello to Fanny.

 

The back pasture is open to grazing. Maria and I went for a walk, looking for wildflowers.

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Purple Joy, the Irises in Maria’s garden.

31 May

The Soft Side Of Zip. From Killer To Companion

by Jon Katz

Cats have many different sides, unlike most dogs, who love consistency and familiarity. Every dog is different, but Zinnia is a great companion dog. I’ve never seen her in a bad or angry mood.

Every time I look at Zip, I see a different animal. Sometimes, he is ferocious; sometimes, mischievous; sometimes, murderous and cruel; sometimes, charming and agreeable, always curious. He is an explorer, always heading out to canvass a different space. At night, I see him as a mystic devil, scouring the earth for rodents in the barn.

Sometimes, he is playful and kittenish. He loves to chase and be chased by the dogs.

He sometimes does all of those things in the same few minutes. There are a dozen Zips, from flirting with people to ignoring them altogether. He makes up his mind and doesn’t take too many directions, if any, seriously.

Without question, he loves the freedom of the farm, the woods, and the gardens. I often see him in different moods on the same day. Sometimes, he hangs on the porch, and sometimes, I see him as a dot on the horizon, heading out for the marsh or the deep woods behind the farm. He’s intimidated by the Imperious hens, charmed by the donkeys and the dogs, and is intimidated himself only by loud trucks on the highway.

That is a good thing; he never goes near the highway.

I never see him coming, and I never see him going. But he knows where I am every minute of the day.

There is a risk to being an animal like that around here, and I accept it and worry about him when he vanishes for most of the day, but I wouldn’t take his freedom away from him for a bar of gold. He is not a boomer child; I can’t protect him from every danger and threat.

As I did today, I usually go outside to take pictures daily, either in and around the garden beds or out in the woods with Maria. He always shows up in seconds.

One thing he faithfully does every day, except for his exploratory excursions, is sit with me while I work. He understands the seriousness of my work and respects it, as Zinnia does, and leaves me alone. But he loves to be there and insists on it. I appreciate his company.

Sometimes, he jumps up on the table to be alongside me; sometimes, he lies right under my chair, keeping an eye on me. Today, I got this photo of Zip looking up at me when I looked down to see where he was.  I often see the soft side of Zip down there in the afternoons.

Today, I  saw love in his eyes.

31 May

Meet Panda, Harold Snell’s Newest Companion Riding Dog

by Jon Katz

I consider Harold Snell a guardian angel of dogs, except in the summer, they are companion dogs, riding with him as he goes through the county in his giant trucks and tractors (this one is temporarily parked in our backyard.)

He opened me up to the idea of a smaller dog (then came Bud).

His dogs are lovely and good companions for him. The bigger the trucks, the smaller the dog. When I first met Harold, he had five dogs who traveled around with him in cool weather. His whole family is just like him. They rescue dogs all the time.

The big men in trucks seem harsh, and they know more than I do, but dogs seem to reveal their kind and soft souls.

Most of Harold’s dogs are rescue dogs (one was adopted from an Amish farm in the north that didn’t want to keep him because he had dysfunctional hips. Harold brought Panda today so I could meet them; she was a calm and sweet creature. The new rescue, also a Corgi, was sitting behind Panda, still shy in her new residence. She will have a good and long life.

Panda rises on a soft carpet. She loves to be patted and scratched. I admit to falling in love with this dog.

 

Harold is working on our water and plumbing problems. He works hard and has the heart of a lion.

31 May

Wednesday, The Cambridge Food Pantry Ran Out Of Laundry Soap And Dish Liquid. Guess What Sarah Is Asking For Today?

by Jon Katz

Yesterday, the Cambridge Food Pantry found itself in a critical situation. We ran out of laundry soap and dish liquid, just as the demand was at its peak with 63 families in need. The end of the month always brings a surge in visitors.

I have to say I have yet to encounter a time or day when the Cambridge Food Pantry and  Sarah are not busy.

We can help her get these two inexpensive items back on the shelves, which is the role we are increasingly taking and are best at small acts of great kindness.

Thanks for what you do. It would be great, says Sarah, to get those two items back on the shelves.

Sarah is requesting Clorox Franganzia Liquid Laundry Detergent in Ocean Scent, 40 Oz high-efficiency Laundry Detergent Compatible, $5.99.

The second is Gain Ultra Dishwashing Liquid Dish Soap, Original Scent, 38 fl. oz, $3.44.

 

Both items and other food needs have been added to the Cambridge Food Pantry Amazon Wish List.

(I’ll be offline from June 2 to June 6 next week. Please feel free if you wish to visit the Cambridge Pantry Wish List while I’m gone and keep the momentum going. You have made an enormous difference. Please keep it going if you can.

 

Volunteer donut in the pantry’s Memorial Day Parade.

31 May

Beautiful Mornings At Bedlam Farm, Friday, May 31, 2034, Zip Makes Friends, Donkeys Get Lotion, Fate Chases The Ghosts Of Sheep

by Jon Katz

Good morning. It’s another beautiful morning at Bedlam Farm. I got some warm, fresh bread at Gerard Farms, Zip made another sheep friend, Maria was on manure patrol, and I’ve begun preparations for our computer repair/fun trip to Stowe, Vermont.

This is a reminder that the blog will be offline from Sunday noon to sometime on Thursday, June 5 or 6. I won’t be reading or responding to e-mails or texts. I have the newest Jane Smiley novel and the Gabriel Garcia Cartez autobiography to read; I have great stuff to read.

My camera is getting a brand-new hard drive (I was told it would last longer than I will); it will take at least two days to transfer the data. Maria and I are getting a brief rest; we are both worn. We love what we do but only stop doing it if we go away.

Three days is the second most extended vacation we’ve ever taken together.

Sarah Harris will update the Cambridge Food Pantry Amazon Wish List daily.

Please don’t hesitate to check out the pantry’s most urgent needs. Thanks for that. I worry about them. Today’s request (I’ll post this shortly this morning, is laundry soap, $3.44, and dish liquid, $5.99):  Sarah says 63 families came to the pantry yesterday for food, “we are totally out of laundry soap and dish liquid,” she said.

There were no flower pictures from Sunday through Thursday; I’ll re-group when I return. I will be blogging tomorrow and Saturday and praying for my computer to come home safely.

 

Zip makes another friend, touching noses.

Maria applies medicine to the donkeys. Both have raw spots from the rain.

Fanny stands still for a sulfur rub on the furless patch beneath her chin. She trusts us, but Lulu is more cautious. We’ll get to her. With donkeys, everything has to be their idea.

The sheep are ready to go out to the pasture.

Fate is our wild, hurting dog who hates to herd.

Maria is the Bedlam Farm manure spreader, which is great for the pastures.

Zip always meets us on the corner of the fence in the morning. Then he gets fed. He looks like he’s got a pretty full belly.

The old can, the oldest relict on either farm, is one of Bedlam Farm’s new symbols. It has an iconic feel and is retired to a comfortable life on top of a fence post.

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