Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

12 November

Flower Art, Tuesday, November 2, 2024. O’Keeffe’s White Flower No. 1. My Search For The Sole Of A Rose

by Jon Katz
Georgia O’Keeffe is known for her many flower paintings. Still, Jimson/Weed White Flower No. 1 is one of her most famous and expensive works: This 1932 oil painting was sold to the Crystal Bridges Museum of American Art in Bentonville, Arkansas, in 2014 for $44.4 million, making it the most expensive painting ever sold by a female artist at the time. It was previously displayed in the White House.
(Jimson Weed/ White Flower No 1,  by Georgia O’Keeffe, 1932, oil. This photo changed flower photography for all time.)
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My camera is involved in two art forms tonight, one for the pantry and the other for flowers, and it’s exciting. We’ll see how it goes. I love trying new things.

Tonight, join me through the rose with my new macro lens. I’m loving it so far, and I hope it has some meaning to the people following it. I’ll turn to some of the archives that worked well as we enter winter. I have enough to last a good long while. My Lightroom Editing program isn’t working, and it might be a while before I can fix it.

I’ll have to do my editing, which will be fun and good.

I will see you in the morning after my weekly Zoom Meeting with blog readers.

 

I love the depth of color and feeling this new lens has brought me.

I also love the detail this lens captures. It takes me right inside the flower’s heart, and I’m enchanted by it.

Miniature roses touch big hearts.

Here, the sun is a guest at a party in the park.

She was sounding the horn.

Calla magic.

 

Sunflowers, each in their own way.

12 November

An Experiment: Cambridge Pantry Art, Something New

by Jon Katz

I got the itch today to see if I couldn’t try something I call Cambridge Pantry Art, a regular series of pictures that try to capture the feel and drama of the grueling and relentless effort to feed people who find that they cannot feed themselves and their families.

It’s a dramatic and emotional issue that’s not easily captured in pictures and rarely in the news, except in the case of open traumas like the Great Depression. It’s a stark contrast in the wealthiest country, where such a need should not exist. The media loves to talk about the rich, not the poor.

My vision is to focus on food symbols and encapsulate the emotional intensity of these crucial elements in a food pantry. It’s a primal and intense place, a refuge for those who, out of sight of the rest of us, are at the end of their wits and have nowhere else to turn.

 

 

This project’s heart is not just food but the people who care enough about their neighbors to reach out and help. The pantry is a place where the community comes together to keep families intact, a powerful symbol of unity in the wealthiest country in the world. And while I will continue to photograph flowers, this project is a testament to our nation’s capacity for care and love.

These people have gone as far as possible in the Corporate Nation, which is all about money. It’s the people who care about more than money who reach out to them and give them hope. They work very hard and are not paid.

Food is at the center of everything, and these are rarely people we see or hear from. Much of our culture wants little to do with them. They are up against a formidable wall in a sometimes unforgiving place.

The volunteers are the heroes here. The people seem sometimes forgotten, out of sight, afraid, and sometimes desperate. Children are in the middle. The Army of Good is crammed with heroes.

I could capture some of the things I feel. Food, like flowers, needs a closer look; I need to feel it.

I wouldn’t ask the people who come for food to pose for pictures; it’s private and, for them, often shameful, a defeat amidst billionaires and great wealth. The camera could capture some of the emotion and importance of food. It seems very emotional and powerful; it is worth a try.

I’m still determining how this will turn out, but I want to try. The calling to do this is strong; perhaps something can come of it. Pictures can say a lot.

Thanks to those who wish to come along.

Volunteer, Cambridge Food Pantry. She is a fantastic woman. She works long and hard.

The power of toilet paper and towel paper, the strings of life.

 

Vegetables.

This wall is reserved for Thanksgiving. It is not to be touched. It is the stuff of holidays and life. On that shelf, there’s a whole Thanksgiving for many people. Please don’t touch it.

 

It is one of the most popular and sought-after side dishes. For lots of people, it’s the main course.

 

Muffins, muffins, muffins.

A volunteer, working day and night. Terry works all day to get the food you send on the shelves.

 

12 November

Yesterday, An Avalance Of Love And Compassion Hit The Cambridge Food Pantry. You Sent It. Again.

by Jon Katz

Volunteers at the Cambridge Food Pantry, your hard work and dedication have made a significant impact. From unpacking and recording food to ensuring it’s placed on the shelves, your efforts have not gone unnoticed. You are the backbone of the pantry operations, and they couldn’t do it without you.

I’ve included the boxes in which your donations came in. They are all recycled. They filled an entire Amazon delivery truck. The Amazon drivers are in awe of you. So am I. So is Sarah.

They are very, very grateful to you at the food pantry. I’m told every day we are blessings and saviors. It makes me feel as if my life is worth something. I hope you feel the same way.

I am personally and deeply grateful for your contributions. Your selfless actions have made a difference in the lives of many, and for that, we are truly thankful.  These side dishes will fill some shelves; hopefully, there will be enough to store. A new storage room is underway. It ought to be named “Army of Good.”

Messages from the Army Of Good: “Thank you, dear people, for helping so many – Martha G. Powell.

“Great work Kyle! From Amy In NY.”

(You can message Kyle and all of the Cambridge Pantry Volunteers by writing a message on the Amazon checkout page. And thanks, they love receiving them.)

Your donations are spread out on tables for recording and distributing.

I’m starting a new thing called Pantry Art, close in photos of the food you are sending.

Terry is a hero to me. She works all kinds of hours quietly, efficiently, and without complaint. She is quite remarkable. She often puts what you send on the shelves.

 

 

More yesterday, boxes and boxes.

Kyle is the food back’s Amazon/Army of Good Food Co-Ordinator; it’s almost a full-time job.

12 November

Side Dishes, 2.0. Sarah Hopes To Stockpile These Side Dishes For Christmas, A Hard Time For Food Pantries

by Jon Katz

Sarah asked me to continue the Side Dishes program today. This is a hard time for food pantries. Donations are down, food banks struggle for food, and government support dwindles as states and towns run out of money and COVID-19 release programs cease.

I’m glad we connected with the foot pantry. I’m not a mystic, but it was meant for the Army of Good, me, and the Cambridge Food Pantry to get together. We got together just at the right time for both of us.

I love working for this cause; it gives me hope, meaning, and purpose. For me, getting older is not about less but more.

Once again, Sarah hopes to receive some assistance with two specific items: Velveeta Shells & Cheese, a pack of three for $9.98, and Ben’s Jasmine Rice, a pack of six for $9.98.

Above, Velveeta is the most popular item at the food pantry in Cambridge.

 

Ben’s Original Ready Rice Jasmine Rice, Easy Dinner Side, 8.5 Oz Pouch (Pack of 6), $9.98.

Velveeta Shells & Cheese Sauce, three ct Pack, 12 oz Boxes, $7.47.

Thanks again for the massive Amazon truckload of food to the Army of Good yesterday. Your donations are making a real difference. I just came back from the pantry and have some pictures. Sarah took a deep breath; the pantry was entering the quiet zone, the holiday season, and I told her we would be there to help as we could. Everyone at the pantry is telling me that we are angels.

 

 

Today, I brought a truckload of paper, towels, and toilet paper. Sarah was delighted to see it, just in the nick of time, she said.

Reminder: The Cambridge Pantry Amazon Food Wish List is available day and night, seven days a week. You can also access the food pantry by clicking on the green Cambridge food pantry button at the button of every blog post.

You can browse the wish list, as many of you do. Everything on the list is very much wanted and hard to keep or find. Whatever you buy takes some of the heat off of Sarah and her very devoted volunteers.

12 November

How I Am Learning Not To Run Away From Fear, It Often Triggers Good

by Jon Katz

It’s been a long time since  I sensed so much fear in the air and around me.  I knew I had to pause and get settled. There was so much hysteria and dishonesty and anger and anxiety. No one was prepared because no one prepared us. This writing below has helped me to deal with fear; getting in touch with suffering rather than running from it has helped me. I’m sharing it with you in this time of great anxiety in the hopes it might be helpful.

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The tendency to run away from suffering is there in every one of us. We’ll avoid suffering by seeking pleasure (or jogging and gyms). But something else is needed. It strungs our growth and our happiness. Happiness isn’t possible without understanding, compassion, and love. And love is impossible if we don’t understand our suffering and the other person’s suffering.

Getting in touch with suffering will help us cultivate compassion and love. Without understanding and love, we can’t be happy or make other people happy. We all have the seeds of compassion, forgiveness, joy, and nonfear. If we’re constantly trying to avoid suffering, these seeds cannot grow.”

  • Thich Nhat Hanh

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I recently found more truth, support, and guidance in the Buddhist faith and wisdom than in other religions in the past few years. Judaism and Catholicism have done excellent good and considerable harm in the world. Both religions are too judgmental and vengeful for me. I can’t be frightened into peace of mind.

They both preach against hate but can often be hateful. Buddhism preaches self-awareness and personal and individual search. They harm and threaten no one. As you can see, I am drawn to the writings of the late Buddhist Monk Thich Nhat Hanh. This is a viable time to read and share his teachings.

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