Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

29 June

Beware Horse Nettle, It Is As Beautiful As It Is Toxic. We Found Some In Our Pasture. Meet The Wicked Witch Of The Wildflower!

by Jon Katz

Today’s Horse Nettle we found in the pasture is as beautiful as poisonous. It feels like something out of a Disney movie, but it yields gorgeous photos and is unique and lovely, and I love it.  Like so many flowers, it has a great story to tell.  I’m excited to be learning the.  The Nestle reminds me of the treacherous and wicked witches of the old Disney movies.

While Horsenettle is a toxic plant, reports of animal poisoning are extremely rare. Most animals stay away due to the flower’s sharp prickles, which can cause injury in the mouth and food pipe. A toxic component, a glycoalkaloid known as solanine, occurs in varying concentrations in different plant parts. Horse Nettle is one of them.

 

Horse Nettle has had some medicinal uses in past years. Both the Native Americans and the early European settlers used this plant. Leaf tea was used as a gargle for sore throats, and a wilted leaf poultice was used for Poison Ivy rashes.

The glycoalkaloids act on the digestive system to cause excessive salivation, colic, diarrhea, or constipation. These signs may be followed by depression, weakness, depressed respiration, dilated pupils, collapse, and even death (even in humans)  if horse nettle is eaten in large amounts.

I notice that our animals stay well clear of the Norse Nettle. We remove them when we can, but wildflowers are just what their name suggests  – wild.

 

I see the Horse Nettle as a reality flower, beautiful yet dangerous.

The beauty and wonder of wildflowers never cease to amaze me. I am truly grateful for the discovery of Horse Nettle, a plant with a unique and memorable story. I owe this discovery to Maria, and I am thankful for it.

 

The more I see nature, the more I am in awe. Wildflowers tell a story, and the Horse Nettle has a memorable one. I repeatedly stuck my fingers on the thorns while placing the flower. It was worth it.

 

29 June

My Very Happy “Yay Jon” A—— Deletion Celebration And Silence Day. Yay-Jon! I Got The Day I Wanted, Even A Troll Joining In.

by Jon Katz

My “Yay-Jon” day was a great success. As I mentioned early, I also used it to celebrate my very successful, even transforming “Delete An Asshole” program. The day was peaceful, healing, uplifting, and lovely, as well as talking, reading, picking up blueberries at the farmer’s market, and taking pictures.

I got everything I wanted, including a reminder of the poison power of hatred.

My Troll Deletion program turned out to be ironic and timely. Sally, an alleged animal rights advocate, sent me a message on the blog right before I wrote about my plans for today.

I hadn’t seen it, but it was a blessing, as it turned out, a signal from the spirits. It began, “Wow, Katz, you are an asshole.”

Sally G’s complaint came from a two-year-old post I wrote about my Amish neighbors.

I said I was impressed by their hard work and farming skills and that, from what I saw, they took good care of their animals, which surprised me.

In some circles, saying anything good about the Amish, even if it is a truthful description of good and kind neighbors, is somewhere between treason and blasphemy.

I am pleased to defend my neighbors. They are good people and care well for their animals. I should know that I always get them special foods at their request. Trolls always remember, but I am learning not to. My neighbors have done nothing wrong.

I will never trash my neighbor to alleviate our country’s growing culture of hatred and ideological fanatics. I do care about the truth, and I care about my neighbors.

At least it wasn’t a death threat, a step up for some people in the animal world. I wrote back to Sally and congratulated her on the irony of the message. She was the perfect person to contact about my deletion program, and I thought about how good it has been for me.

Oddly enough, I was happy to hear from her.

“Sally,”  I wrote, “this is timely and ironic. Thank you for writing to me. Under my new Delete-An-Asshole program, I am deleting your message after reading your opening line. I guess we both had the same thought. I’d love to have a civil conversation with you about my Amish neighbors and my defense of them. If you ever want to discuss it, try again, but first, you have to learn some manners. Horses deserve better.

And then, feeling proud of myself—I’ve given up anger on social media and elsewhere—I had my good and peaceful day, just the day I wanted. I  felt liberated from what people say about me and focused on what people like about me and what I like about them (and myself). It took me a while to recall what she was talking about, talk about holding a grudge.

To me, that is real progress and health. And yes, freedom. Hatred is never good or accomplishes anything good. I am happy to get rid of it; it took me too long.

I had a long romance with anger, even hatred; I am much lighter without it. I might try this again tomorrow; thanks for your kind words and good wishes. Hitting that deletion button was a gift, an uplifting one. I don’t want to drift into narcissism, but I like this “Yay-Jon” day. Yay, Jon!

I won’t waste my energy on another minute; I’m sure there will be slips; I am all too human. I thank the Sallys of the world for that and the very good people who were patient with me as I learned to grow up and let go of the past.

29 June

Bedlam Farm Morning, Rain And Shine. Join Us. I’m Declaring A “Yay-Jon” Day

by Jon Katz

A few months ago, just before my “Delete Nasty Posts Epiphany,” a blog reader was angry with me because I refused to post a nasty message suggesting I had Dementia.

After all, I misspelled the name of Calla Flowers and switched the names of Bud and Zip, a capital offense for the Social Media Police.

This was during the Dyslexia assaults, which have mysteriously mostly vanished. My disgruntled reader wrote that I only wanted to post approving messages; I wanted only a “Yay-Jon” blog. This sparked another revelation. Of course, I did, silly; what kind of fool would like a blog full of assaults and cruelty that he was publishing and paying for?

Finally, after years of struggle and diddling, I began my Delete-An-Asshole program (I love it and recommend it highly).  It was a good decision. I also got an AI editing program, and almost all the typos have vanished. Hmmm…..

I have been happy, my anger has mostly dissipated,  and the blog has gotten better, more focused, and more robust. It is becoming the safe place I always wanted it to be. I had to get past the trolls to figure this out. Many disagree with me daily, which is fine, but the social media nasties have disappeared.

I love the idea of “Yay-Jon Day” so much that I’ve decided to declare one today. It will be a day to meditate, read, think, and swim in silence, something I have come to love and need amidst all the noise of our society. Who is better to launch a “Yay-Jon Day” than Jon? I mostly like myself these days.

I want and need a non-religious Sabbath, a day of reflection and, hopefully, growth. I will put up my Flower Art photos around dusk; otherwise, I will keep my mouth shut and reflect on the other remaining parts of me—there are many—that can be improved upon.

I can’t skip a Flower Art post; I promised to put up my flower photos every night I could. So far, so good.

First, I’m going out to buy more blueberries; they will be available longer. Maria and I crave some silence and a Yay-Jon day of silence.

 

Fanny grazing, the sun peeked out.

 

Birds singing in the rain.

 

The sun made a brief appearance on the Nastirtiums.

 

Rain on the mountains.

 

 

Garden bed in the rain.

Zip in the apple tree, holding court. He knows how to pose.  Photo by Maria

 

Asher grazing.

28 June

The Weekend Pantry Call For Help: Grape Juice, $4.34 And Saltine Crackers, $1.79. We Are Shrinking The Urgent List

by Jon Katz

Good news. The Army of Good knocked the stuffing request off of the Wish List in just one night, and we are still chipping away at the potato buds.  Sarah sent two more Wish List items for those wishing to chip away this weekend.

Both are inexpensive. (Above, Sarah stacking, and stacking, and stacking.)

One: Original Saltine Crackers, 16 Oz, $1.79.

Two  Happy Belly Grape Juice, Bottle, 64 fl. oz, Pack of One. $4.34.

For less than 7 dollars, we can enliven snack time for many of the 384 people and 131 families who came to the Cambridge Food Pantry last week to ask for help feeding their families.

This is America, and this is the Army of Good. We helped and are still helping.

Thanks, I’ll write about Grape Juice and Crackers over the weekend. I’m hoping we can put a hole in these two wish list items this weekend.

It’s going to rain a lot in much of the country, so this could be a fun activity to do. I hope nobody gets too much water.

Sue hauling boxes into the food pantry and off of the truck from Albany.

28 June

Flower Art: Can The Flower And The Garden Help Us Survive Climate Change? A New Book Says Yes

by Jon Katz

I’m deeply absorbed in a new book by critic and writer Olivia Laing called “The Garden Against Time.” It is a fascinating look at gardening from a different perspective than I have ever heard or thought about. In just a few pages, she is already getting me to think differently about my garden bed and the flowers whose pictures I am taking.

I’m just 30 pages into the book and can’t wait to read more this weekend.

Laing’s work explores what gardens and flowers mean to us and how they might be surprisingly valuable as we move into a new world of Climate Change.

I’ll write about the book as I go through it when  I find something that should be shared by the flower and garden world and perhaps by others. This is not your grandma’s how-to garden book. It’s about what flowers and gardens might mean in the frightening new world.

 

Laing writes that even the most miniature garden intersects with history, as it must since every plant is a traveler in space and time.

I wanted to explore both types of garden stories, to count the cost of building paradise, but also to peer into the past and see if I could find versions of Eden that weren’t founded on exclusion and exploitation, that might harbor ideas that could be vital in the difficult years ahead.  Both of these questions felt very urgent to me.  We were poised on the hinge of history, living in the era of mass extinction, the catastrophic endgame of humanity’s relationship with the natural world. The garden could be a refuge from that, a place of change, but it can and has also embodied the power structures that have driven this devastation.

Wow, she got my head spinning. I’m eager to figure out where my little garden and I fit into this new worldwide drama.  I am getting flashes of understanding about just why I love to take these pictures. More to come.

 

 

This was another wildflower day before the rains expected this weekend. I’m still in love with these simple and honest flowers.

 

I went out with my camera and sat in the sun. Open and close your eyes at these pictures. I did; they spoke to me and whispered that life is good.

 

I’m signing off now; see you in the morning; thanks for reading.

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