Bedlam Farm Blog Journal by Jon Katz

1 July

Precious Ritual: Good Monday Morning From Bedlam Farm Video By Maria

by Jon Katz

Ritual is important to me; it grounds and cements a feeling of life and an appreciation for what we have. Bedlam Farm means many things to me, many of them new, surprising, and transformative.

Perhaps the most powerful has been seeing Maria grow, bloom, and create. Her love of life and nature and animals has become the hallmark of life here and the source of one of its most beautiful rituals – the Monday morning video, Maria’s start of the week and the day by checking in on and greeting every single animal that is a part of our lives – Bud, Zinnia, Fate, Zip, Lulu, Fanny, the hens, the barn birds, and the sheep.

She talks to every animal by name, and none fear her or run away.

She gets up early on Monday mornings to record her video, an increasingly popular look into life here. The farm is essential to many people, not just Maria and not just me.

It’s a happy time; we check on the animals, the fences, the water tanks. I have my camera, and she has her Iphone. Lately, I have realized that I have ended up watching and chronicling her as much as anything else here; she is worth watching and waiting for.

Maria says hello to every animal, usually with bread and fruit she collects from co-ops and markets when it gets stale, or we have left it uneaten. It’s all good stuff, and the animals are pleased to get it.

After greeting the animals, she shovels manure and spreads it; she is happy to do the dirty and fun work. She emanates patience and affection. They get it. Then she heads to her studio to make some art, her purpose and passion in life.

She is so often the story for me; I admire the art she creates – her lifelong dream – and the goodwill, laughter, and love she brings to our world. I am in awe of what she has done with her life.

The frightened, shy,  angry, and unhappy woman I met 25 years ago has blossomed more beautifully than any flower, and she did it all by herself. All she needed was the same thing I needed—some support for the lives we sought and now have, some assurance we weren’t mad.

Her videos tell her story as well as the farm’s.

I am very excited to post her video on my blog every Monday morning. It is not only a sweet way to start the week, but it is also the story of two lives coming together in a celebration of creativity and a search for happiness. No matter what happens next, we got there.

This is Maria’s; she is full of new and creative ideas. She not only put up with me but has also supported me and taught me a great deal. She alone makes life worth living, and there is so much more because of her.

It is a rare joy to give animals such good and happy lives, and they return the favor. Would you be willing to come and see?

Welcome to today’s Good Morning Monday video. It’s hard not to smile at least once.

30 June

Flower Art. I Got Intimate WIth My Garden Bed Today For The First Time. Welcome To Fantasy Land

by Jon Katz

This afternoon, I took my camera with me, pulled out a plastic chair in the center of my flower bed, and decided to focus on the rising flowers of the garden bed. It took me a while to figure things out, but I ended up diving right into the bed and going after their souls, which were evident,  staring right at me.

After a morning of rain, the sun was brutal, and I thought I might melt into the ground.

I didn’t. I melted into the flower and felt I was in Wonderland, underwater or up in the skies, in a soft and gentle land. It was beautiful in there; I felt very much at home. I just knew where to go. The sun was shining in my face, and it was strong, but I got an old hat out and wrapped it around one sight of my head. Somehow that eased it up a bit.

It was about time we met, and I waited for them to grow. I’m not abandoning my wildlife photos; they stuck to my heart.

When I photograph a flower, its soul is permanently connected to me. Tomorrow, I have some heart stuff to sort out, and on Thursday, I get my Crown over my implant. I will have all my teeth for the first time in several years. I intend to keep it that way.

I’ll see you in the morning. My second “Yay-Jon Day” was a success.  It’s time to return to the regular, raucous world. I am ready.

 

 

I waited for the sun to join me.

 

I love these small, bright things.

Out of the mist, I think of the poppy’s beauty and dignity.

Nothing lights up a bed faster than a Nistirtium.

I was reaching for the sky.

 

The dread Horse Nettle is beautiful to the end.

30 June

Video: The Zip Chronicles. This One Is Hard To Believe. Nobody Died. The Cat Needs An Agent.

by Jon Katz

This story could only have happened on Bedlam Farm. Maria’s video is great. Don’t be startled by the surprise appearance of a familiar face.

The star, as usual, is Zip, who was on the ground near Maria when she looked into the animal water tub, as she does every morning, and picked out a drowning bug, who got stuck in there and couldn’t get out.

I admit I initially thought this a strange daily habit, but it’s just normal now. Maria loves everything living, fortunately, even me.

And she loves Zip, too.

She put the bug on the post to dry out, which he did, and started to take a video of him. The bug began wiping the water off his antennae, a remarkable sight that Maria often captures on camera and video.  She is our very own  Bedlam Farm National Geographic.

Zip’s sudden jump and Hollywood appearance, almost squashing the bug, added a dramatic twist to the story. The bug, who had already been through a lot, showed remarkable resilience. It jumped into Maria’s outstretched hand, a testament to its determination to survive despite the odds.

Zip is an intelligent lad who loves to be in the middle of things. He has figured out the importance of cameras at Bedlam Farm. In the mornings, the two of us (Maria and I) are always marching around with cameras clicking, and it’s a rare day that Zip isn’t in one of the photos.

After his appearances, he disappears out into the woods or deep grass to hunt. We usually don’t see him for hours.

I loved this video.  It begins with the bug drying out and ends in drama.

If anything could capture the vibrant spirit, fun, and joy of the place, this was it. Maria is pretty great with her videos and photos. Zip has charmed Bedlam Farm as a dominant presence. We are lucky and happy to have him. It seems he has driven the dread rats away, along with the pigeons crapping up the storage floor of the barn. He is a Barn Cat hero.

I’ve never had an animal on the farm as photogenic as Zip. He never needs to be prompted to look into the lens.

30 June

Juices And Ravioli: “They Really Cleaned Us Out Saturday: “Back Shelves At The Pantry Are Nearly Empty” – Sarah. 58 Million Americans Need Food Support.

by Jon Katz

The surge in food costs, hunger, and concern across most of America is a pressing issue that calls for attention. While politicians are preoccupied with their disputes, it’s crucial that we, as a community in the world’s wealthiest nation, help raise awareness about this crisis locally and nationally.

Our collective action, while small,  can and has made a significant difference.

In this post, I’m asking for your help this weekend. We need to purchase some inexpensive items that are sorely needed to add to the pantry shelves.

Sarah says,  “They cleaned us out.” I’ve also gathered relevant information on the increasing number of people turning to food pantries in America. The situation is getting more serious each year. Details are down below.

All of you good people who valiantly support this program have a right to the facts. America is the new land of rumors and assumptions, and as a former journalist, I prefer facts, not arguments. I’ve tried to offer some below.

The pandemic has not just exacerbated food deprivation but made it more severe. Feeding America’s report is a stark reminder, with a 75 percent increase in food pantry visitations nationwide in February compared to the previous year.

I should mention that a “significant” percentage of the people who come to the Cambridge Pantry do not qualify for SNAP or any other government programs for all kinds of reasons.

The crisis is far from over. If you’re not wealthy, it stings, or worse.

According to Sarah, the current urgent needs are juices and ravioli, which are out of stock and urgently needed.

Lemonade Concentrate, $2.68; Beef Ravioli, 4 Pack, $4.48; Happy Belly Juice Cocktail, Cranberry, Pack of 1, $2.92; Grape Juice, Pack of 1, $4.34

One reader suggested that the federal SNAP program (not available in many places) can quickly meet the food demands of food-deprived families. I’m sorry, but this is not even close to accurate.

 

(Some of the Pantry volunteers have a lot of big hearts)

At the same time, food prices soared, and more than 20 states have canceled programs that provided increased SNAP benefit amounts, known as emergency allocations.

Our program is not drawing new people to the Cambridge Pantry; people struggling have few or other places to go. The number of people needing food support has been climbing for years. It was mushrooming long before we got involved, as it is all over America.

And no, SNAP food programs are far from meeting the demand.  Many groceries don’t even accept SNAP. Benefits for a family of four are now $700 a month. Anyone who shops at supermarkets to feed four children will know how long that will last now.

We are late to the game but eager to do what little we can. And that is what we are doing. Thank you; your response has been a miracle to these people.

Food pantries like the Cambridge Pantry need support. We can only buy some of the food they need or even come close. But we can help ease the pain and discouragement by buying juices and Beef Ravioli, which were taken entirely from their shelves last Saturday.

If you can this weekend, please help the pantry with these items; any donation will help. We can take $5 a long way.

Lemonade Concentrate, $2.68; Beef Ravioli, 4 Pack, $4.48; Happy Belly Juice Cocktail, Cranberry, Pack of 1, $2.92; Grape Juice, Pack of 1, $4.34

You can see the Cambridge Food Pantry Wish List here and purchase any items you wish. Thanks.

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Some information on food pantry use in America.

For March, reports Feeding America,  nearly two-thirds of responding food banks reported an increase in demand for food assistance, according to Feeding America’s latest food bank pulse survey, a marked jump from the previous study.

In the latest survey, fielded between April 17 and May 1 last year, around 95% of responding food banks reported seeing demand for food assistance increase or stay the same in March compared to February, with around 65% reporting an increase in the number of people seeking charitable food assistance.

This is the first food bank survey gauging demand since the nationwide end of a critical pandemic-era food benefit.

By the end of February, approximately 20 more states ceased the provision of increased Supplemental Nutrition Assistance Program (SNAP) benefit amounts, known as emergency allotments. This additional assistance was initiated in the early days of the pandemic to alleviate hunger. The timing of the wind-down, coinciding with the continued stress of elevated food prices on tens of millions of families, underscores the severity of the situation. Food banks had anticipated a surge in demand due to the sudden loss of billions in purchasing power for families, a trend reflected in the latest food bank survey.

 

 

Here is the latest information on what SNAP will pay monthly, when it is available:

Snap was formerly known as the Food Stamp Program. According to the Center on Budget and Policy Priorities, the average SNAP benefit for a single person in 2024 is $202 monthly, with a maximum of $291. The average benefit for a family of four is $713, with a maximum of $973.

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The latest report finds that in 2022, approximately 49 million people – one out of every six people in the U.S. – turned to hunger relief programs for support, which includes the Feeding America nationwide network of more than 200 food banks, 21 statewide food bank associations, and over 60,000 partner food pantries and meal distribution centers.

The number is now believed to be 58 million people. In a way, we can only offer a drop in the bucket, but the bucked makes an enormous difference to these people.

Thank you for helping.

 

30 June

Gardens Against Time: My Flowers And Garden: A Different Understanding Of Time, And Climate Change Itself

by Jon Katz

I’m deep into reading and absorbing Olivia Laing’s fascinating new book, “The Garden Against Time.”

In just a few pages, she has already made me think about what my flowers and my garden beds mean to me and how they may help lead me and others into an uncertain future as we continue to devastate our home and our planet.

I have already noticed that time is different when dealing with flowers and gardens, but Laing’s ideas have much more significance than that.  The Pandemic and drought seemingly destroyed Laing’s famous and private new garden, which she mourned, but she found ways to bring it back to life when it started to rain again. She also discovered that many plants and flowers never really died; they just waited for the right time to return to life.

But Laing says their ability to rise again and hibernate has enormous consequences for the world and the future role of gardens, plants, and food.

My flowers and garden could be a refuge and model for the future, a new understanding of time. I wonder if I sensed that or if the idea lurked in my subconscious. I would like to know where I fit into all of this. I came to love flowers; perhaps there is still time for me to love gardens. Maria does.

From Laing’s new book:

There was something else, too. I was exhausted by the perpetual, agonized now of the news. I didn’t just want to journey backward through the centuries. I wanted to move into a different understanding of time: the kind of time that moves in spirals or cycles, pulsing between rot and fertility, light and darkness. I had an inkling even then that the gardener is initiated into a different understanding of time, which might also have a bearing on how to preclude the apocalypse we have seem bent on careening into. I wanted to dig down and see what I could find. A garden contains secrets, we all know that, buried elements that might put strange growth or germinate in unexpected places. The garden that I chose had walls,  but like every garden, it was interconnected, wide open to the world.”

 

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