Walking in the cemetery this morning, I ran into my better angel,
she was on a tombstone, in a beautiful carving, holding a small child,
in an eternal embrace. She is so beautiful,
I knew her right away.
Hey, I said, what are you doing here?
Oh, she said, I promised I would hold young Evelyn,
when she left this world, she was just a baby,
I come and go.
How are you?, she asked,
you’ve had quite the summer.
Yes, I said, I thought I might see you,
in the hospital, I said.
Oh, I was there, she said,
I was the old man whose hand you
held before his surgery,
the one that did not return to the ICU,
I was the nurse with the sore feet,
who took you on your first lap,
hobbling behind you.
I was the girl from the Ukraine,
who spoke no English,
but who wiped the sweat from your brow in the night.
I was the man who cried with you,
he said he was afraid he would never see his son again.
I am the wind at your back,
your will to live,
your need to walk.
I am the hill you come over every morning
without pain in your chest. I am your beating heart,
your better angel.
Come, and sit with me,
and Evelyn,
we will hold hands,
and let the morning sun kiss our faces,
and count our blessings.